sins.

2006-12-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging again after 6 days! lol.
k la.
i will say one by one my activities for each day. haha.

friday 15 dec.

on friday, we were planning go zoo la.
so meet madeline at first.
she stil in skul-u.
so i ask her chnge.
say she need buy sum other clothes.
coz her skirt too short or wad. dunno la.
lol.
poor ting kai.
well.
den meet him ready.
go fetch simmy.
den go zoo.
wahlaoo.
we reach there 5.
den they say close at 6.
fish.
llol.
so we jush go eat at kfc.
haha.
den l8er tk sum pix OUTSIDE zoo.
wid the fake animals. hahah.
so lame.
after dat go bugis.
to tk neoprints. hahaha.
den send simmy back.
den go home lor.
hahhaa.

moving on.

saturday 16 dec.

this day..
we went escape.
first go meet mad.
den we sooo late.
heh.
poor wan ling.
wait for us at aljunied.
den reach ready.
we fetch simmy from her hotel.
den we go theme park lor.
first we dowan go in ah.
we tink maybe can wait for kai or wad first.
so we eat first.
sumor raining.
den after awhile rain stop.
so we go in first ah.
den i say don tk d fun rides first.
wait for kai.
so the first thing we go is Haunted House.
wan ling so lyk not scared. brave gerl. lol.
den simmy sooo scared. hehe.
she nearly wan run away.
madeline and me lyk first not scared.
den neearly going in start to worried. lol.
den go oready. scream lyk f uck. haha.
den we go to sum stupid ride la.
den wait for kai.
den kai come ready.
they say they queue at wet n wild first.
so i wait for kai la.
den play2.
ala. i don need say all the rides rite.
haha.
den i c d time late ready.
so we ask simmy tk cab home.
we help her stop a cab.
den she went home.

next day.

sunday 17 dec.

this day.
madeline's dad was gonna tk us to c xmas deco.
so before dat i met up wid kai.
madeline sooo sloow!!.
so i meet wid kai so late.
sowie.
den we look for frame and print pix.
cannot find frame sey.
so in the end. lucky kai's mom kol and say she got frame.
heh.den we head to madelines house.
simmy and jin mei was there.
den we watched spongebob movie abit. haha.
den wait2.
d father ask to go in the van liao.
so we wait for the pizzaa.
then we eat in van.
haha.
den c c deco.
den go dunno wer.
eat.
ol not halal.
so i ate strawberry ice thingy. haha.
dunno whats the name.
den i lyk soo freezing. me n kai la. haha.
AND OH YA> simmy seemed drunk.
i tink she was.
so scary coz she kept looking lyk she was abt to throw up. lol.
den we ol kip 'aah!'. and she's lyk.. wad? haha.
soo funnny.
den send simmy back..
send kai back.
den they send me back.
haha.

monday 18 dec.

*sob. today the day to send simmy to airport.
so i meet wid madeline and jin mei.
they slowww.
den meet kai at lake side as usual.
went to fetch simmy.
we were lyk thinking how to go to the airport.
so we decided to kol up our first simmy outing day's maxi cab driver.
he rmb us. lol.
den bring us to airport.
we went to eat.
den tk2 pix.
soo many pix.
heh.
bcoz last opportunities mah.
*sob*.
den.. it was time for simmy to go.
)':
den all hug2..
say bye.
she give souveniers. soo swt. so cute the bear.
thnx simmy! ((:
she walk through the glass door.
we ol stand der.
wait for here.
whenever she turn.. we wave.
haha.
so she ran to the glass door and gave kai a hug by the glass. lol.
so cute.
den we wave2.
den she wok.
we run2 to the other side.
and keep on waving.
soo sad.
den when cannot see here.. we ol.. quiet.
haha.
GONNA MISS U SIMMY!
after dat i went to jp wid kai.
and madeline went to her grandma's house wid jm.

tuesday 19 dec.

MALAY DANCE CAMP YDAE.
soo slacky.
suppose to assemble at 9.
me as usual come on time ah. lol. =P
but the rest.
waahh. so late. even by 10 not evry1 arrive.
soo.
activities begin.
haha.
learn the 5 basic dance for tarian la.
wadever2.
den form longest line.
my group win.
thnx to maisura.
her hair soo long. lol!
den slack2.
evrytym sack2. do nth.
stil can sms during camp. lol.
after dat we had this activity.
well.
at first ol lyk shy to do.
we need to express our emotions thru dancing.
or sumthin lydat.
haha.
tcher say act happy.
we dance happily.
sad, crazy, angry..
act as kampong ppl.
act in love and wadevr shitss.
lol.
but fun la.
once i get high. lol.

eH! u noe wad? 2ML I CONTINUE LA. LAZY. LOL.
byebye.

2006-12-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

ok.
what happen today?
thought it was a rest day.
but no.
mila asked me to go skul.

so i go la.
den go ready.
she say discus place to eat.
coz ms azlina wan to treat us.haha.

den we ol think of expensive2 place. lol.
until she come out, we havent decide the place.
so she decide PIZZA HUT!
woohoo. soo good.
so we all make our way to jurong point.
went to pizza hut.
there was a job aplication notice at pizza hut. lol.
so funny.
nadiah (sec4) go tel d person that all 7 of us wan to apply for that job. lol.
den the person eyes open big2.. lyk.. huh?!
lol.
den she told him he was kidding.
so relieved sey his expression. lol.

den we ol go in. we ordered a hawaian pizza, chikken bbq or sumthin pizza, and a pepperoni pizza.
plus!! a beef lasagne(dunno how to spell), and 4 ice creams - SHARED!
lol.
and ol of us had soup. and pepsi.
i had about one slice of pizza only. not that hungry.
but i did eat quite alot of the oreo ice cream. yummy!
lol.

halfway, fadhlin, atiqah and nadiah left.
so there was faisal, ms azlina, mila and me left.
haha.
we chatted there awhile.
ms azlina told us lots of stories.
even about disney land!
not fair.
she went alot of times.
she says florida's one is the best!
i wan to goo!
haha.
den she oso go goldcoast at australia.
not fair! haha.

ok.
den she asked us accompany her.
she at first asked wheres the cinema coz she wants to ask them sumthing.
so we were lyk. ok.. third storey.
hah.
den we wait at the side.

she suddenly gave us each a movie voucher.
haha.
its lyk..
u can exchange the voucher for a movie ticket.
any time, place, movie, day.
how awezome is that!

hehe.
den.
she asked us follow her to choose toys for her two little sons.
we were looking at power rangers stuff. haha.
mila knows all about power rangers. so funny. hahha.
even faisal doesnt know.
haha.
soo looked and looked and looked.
and.. ms azlina couldnt make up her mind.
bcoz the stuff were so expensive.
and she says if she buys, she'll have to buy two or they will fight over the toy. haha.
so in the end she bought bubble makers. lol.
den she asked us help to find a baby stuff for ms haznita (?) baby.
new born baby. ydae born,.
i wan see! lol.
den after dat.. we saw ms lizah at mc.
den we join ah.
tcher treat us fries and drink.
den.. go home! dats ol for today!

i stress now. chiaoz.

2006-12-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

wokie!
activities for today!

woke up at 6.30! coz madeline ask me met her at 7.30.
so i jush wake up, i msg madeline and kai.
coz kai ask to msg when i wake up. haha.
so msg bof of them..
wait wait wait.
bof nv reply lor.
lol.
so i sit2 tok wid my dad first.
den get ready.
get ready onie..
den madeline reply me.
ahhaa.
den i jush go get ready.
den wait2..
think y kai nv reply. aiyo!
sure oversleep wan. lol.
den at last he reply. say he jush wake up.
lol.
nvm wan ah.
coz i meet madeline oso lyk.. 8.
lol.
so..
we slowly2 wok to jp. go toilet..
den go mrt.
stop at lakeside.
wait for kai.
den madeline wan to use my mp4.
play game.
she ask me search for mario lor.
my fave game. lol.
i search search. cannot fiind sey.
don tel me i delete it?!
hope not.
well..
so cannot find.
i keep lor.
den kai come. haha.
so we make our way to geylang.
to fetch simmy.
wad sia.
early2 morning oso got so many *dotdotdot* at der.
so desperate meh? haha.

reach her hotel ready.
got her fwen , wanling, der oso.
den we wok 2 the mrt to lor.
we make a stop at 7-11 first.
to get sum snacks.
haha.

den..
go mrt.
walao! lol. we wanted to enter.
sudenly madeline say she saw the lead singer from RONIN in the mrt.
lol.
not dat we intrested in him la.
but hu noes got sean?!?! lol. (another band mmber.)
so we wok2 to weer the door we saw him.. not knowing simmy and wanling had already boarded the train.
wth.
haha.
den we nv enter. coz so full. and door closing.
argh. so stres. lol.
coz we dont have either of their no.
onie they have madeline's no.
but we wait2 oso nv contact us lor.
den luckily wanling koled madeline and said they go harbourfront liao.
phew.
haha.
so we met them at harbourfront.
den go sentosa lor.
we bought yusri's ticket in advance. so dat not so trouble some.
den we eat abit frm delifrance.
so ex.
but lucky madeline pay half for me. lols.
so eat.
eat ooso nv finish.
den c yusri. waah.
quite miracle he didnt come half and hour or more late. lol.
so kai passed him the ticket.
lol.
then he come in.
he go eat madeline's and simmy's unfinished food. he really can eat.
haha.
den kai ate mine.

so..
den we wok inside la.
we head to the merlion walk.
go der.
tk2 pic.
lol.

den. wok2.
they ol wan tk d dunno wad ride lor.
d lyk. swing2 go up. den.. car2 tingy go down.
haha.
forget the names.
i dowan take the car lor!
scared. lol.
den wanling dowan tk the ride.
so i jush wait wid her la.
can slp while waiting.
so boring.
haha.

den they finally come back.
yus keep saying how i shld regret not going.
den keep wan to show me pix.
lyk..! wadever lor! haha.
don bother to see the pix. haha.

den we head to beach lor. we go siloso beach first.
but i dowan dat one!
i wan the got bridge!! haha. pahlawan beach.
so make them suffer ah. walk to der. lucky kai oso wan go dat wan.
haha.
den wok2. so many sand.
den madeline kepe scolding me to not waste time and walk faster.
haha.

s finaly reach. we ol chnge.
i dowan chnge to short pants ah! so paisey. so short d pants. haha.
so i wear d pants lor. i thought jush play water abit2 onie mah.
but thats only what i -THOUGHT!
haha.
in the end we were lyk.. totally soaked in the water.
xcept simmy and wanling. haha.
so we play2.
asked wanling to take fotos of us. haha. (no shame).

den.
yusri suddenly jump hurt his hand lor.
soo he cannot continue play. so sad.
den he go bathe.
we ol continue play la. lol.
so lame.
challenge hu hold breathe longest.

den awhile.
we ol go shower lor.
in the toilet i saw ms bala sey.
(my pri skul one of my tcher)
den i say 'ms bala!'.
\den she turn.
den i say 'rmb me?'.
den she sya 'ya. dats y. u luk familiar.'
wad d fish!? lol.
den i say 'err. jwps. p5 u got teach one subject. i oso forget wad.'
lol.
so lame.
den she say 'i got teach u before? i don rb. but i noe u.'
haha.
after a while..
she walk pass and say.
shes looking for her niece also by the name of vanessa.
lol.
ok gd. she rmb my name. lol.
den madeline say 'which tcher wil rmb such a horrible student.'
den she say 'no.. actually shes one of the best'.
BLUEK! one of the best. heard dat, madeline? lol.

then. after showering we headeed to vivo city.to eat.
soo damn expensive!
haha.

wanling had to go first. so we sent her to the mrt station.
den we ate.
simmy eat soo little!
wonder how she got full. haha.

i was soo damn freezing. and my undergarments were so wet!
lucky kaikai darling lend his jacket lor. or i freeze. so kind. hahhaa.
dat yusri den keep saying he cold.lol. wad to do.

after eating.. madeline and me went to toilet.
when we came out, kai said yusri left oready.
to his fwen chalet.
haish.
cannot say byebye meh?
sob.
well.
anything la.
den we sent simmy back to geylang.
RAINING!
so we went like mad ppl.
running throught the rain.
kai and me wid our towels.
simmy wid kai's jacket. and madeline.. wid a jacket and a cap. lol.
don think any of those materials saved us frm getting wet.
haha.
when we reach ed the hottel, it was about 7+
we went into the room.
to get dry and wait for the rain to stop.
we watched some kenny kwan videos dat simmy took. haha.
soo cute! <3
oops! hope simmy wont kill me for dat.
haha.
at 8, we left the hotel and headed home.
when walking.. so cold. lol.
so, madeline, kaikai and me hold each other and walk.
basically 3 reasons for me.
cold, scary and so we wont get lost. haha.
den in the mrt.. toktok.
haha.
den go home.
the end! lol. chiaoz.

2006-12-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

okie dokie.
post for 2day.
hahaha.

well.
met SIMMY today. haha.
first meet madeline and jin mei at 10.30 at pm.
den we go jp.
buy pwezen for simmy. haha.
den go mrt. lakeside den meet kai lor.
dn go changi mrt station.
nice ley. nv go b4. lols.
den.
eat.
bla3.
tk pix wid d banner. haha. so lame.
den..
when we see simmy flight landed liao we go open d banner.
hahaha.
den wait2.
long siaa.
den finally she come.
haha.
her first reaction.. she said -- WTF!
lol.
den all luff2. den hug2.
hahha.
den..
go tk cab.
to geylang. hotel 81 palace tingy. lol.
her hotel at der la. don anyhow tink. lol.
den.. tk d cab to town.
wokwokwokwowkwokwokwokwokwok.
tk pix. wokwokwokwokwowkwokwokwok.
go toysrus. haha.
den.
wokwok. sit2.
den.
go geylang der.
eat roti prata.
send her back.
go back to bl.
madeline and me go jp awhile.
den go home. k la. i dizzy sia suddenly. chiaoz!

2006-12-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

hie!
i'm back frm lunch.
had roti prata!
lol.
ok.
now waiting for syahrul "hot" guy to send me pix frm dat day.
haha.
u c the pix on top, my wedding pic with rain.
((:!
lol. madeline helped me do. lol.
wooots.
ok.

i update bout thursday first.
l8er i post the pix.
well.
fadhlin asked me to go out wid her n her fwens.
go escape theme park.
haha.
at first i lyk very scared sey.
i not close wid any of them.
she said atiqah, syahrul, grace and her r going.
haha.
nv hang out with them before.

budden. nvm. jush go.
haha.
i reach interchnge onie,
i saw yusri and atiqah.
den yusri say he suppose to go escape wid his band section.
den many ppl cancel so he fed up.
lol.
so he and his fwen, kelvin(?) [[ dunno how to spell ]]
tag along wid us.
quite relieved la. at least got yusri rite.
haha.
den we wait for grace. i didnt even know hus grace.
haha.
but she turned out to be very fwenly gal.
easy to tok to.
haha.
she took her o level this yr, so i talked to her bout it. haha.
den in the mrt tok2.
at pasir reach meet fadhlin and syahrul.
den we proceed to escape.
den raining seyy.
aiyoo.
at about 4 sumthin onie rain stop.
so wee go in.
haha.
fun ler.
most rieds that were open we go.
den tk2 pix.
alot of boonlayians there ssey!
haha.
fun day la. lol.
guess now i will dare to tok to them all. lol.
k la.
til here. i'll be posting the pixx soon.

anyway, ydae first time i chat wid simmy!
haha.
madeline's fwen from aust.
shes nice to chat wid.
shes coming to singapore on tuesday so we wil be showing her ard.
sounds lyk fun.!
haha. ok. chiaoz.

2006-12-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

me and yus.

aww. look at lionel. haha.

hahaha.lame peeps, lame pose. haha.

trying to be cuter than the penguin!

ok. long time since i blogged. haha.
ok.
lets talk about monday.
monday. LPCC outing 4. yay. lol.
its fun as always.
we went to watch Happy Feet. at last!! haha.
soo cute ley.
i wan hug the penguin. lol.
before we watch d movie.. we had to wait for lionel. late as always.
so instead of the 2+ show, we watch the 4+ show.
at plaza sing.
inside the cinema we must sit so close to the screen.
neck pain.
haha.
but nvm.
and nobody wanted to sit beside a stranger.
so at last madeline give in and sit beside the stranger. lol.
after watch,
we go hang out at esp der.
tk lame pix.
den go home. lol.
well.
l8er i update about the other days. must tk my lunch now.
byebye!

2006-11-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

mondays pix. for more ask me. lazy to upload. =PP.

take care.

2006-11-21T14:38:00.000+08:00

what a #&*% day.
ok.

ydae was fine. well.
ofcoz ah.
go out wid lame peeps sure ok.
ydae go vivo city wid kai, lionel.. and madeline.
den we wok2 ard.
d tings there quite expensive ah.
ahaha.
actually really no mood to rite ah!.

soooo pissssssssed.
madeline suppose to send me d pix ydae.
and guess what? she didnt.
if she don feel lyk sending the pix jush tell me straight la sial.
wad for wan to say ok den in the end nv send.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO grrr.
CHIIIIIIIILLL. ok.

then. today art.
i oready ready to go skul.
i msg madeline.
she nv reply.
2 time sumore.
no.. 3 time.
argh.
wadever.
how many time oso.
she didnt reply lor.
scientist invent fon for wad i oso wonder.
den kol her hse fon oso nobdy pick up..
den lyk whole time keep kolling.
no response.
so i fed up la.
go myself.
outside skul i try kol her hse fon one last time.
at last the mom pick up.
den i say wan tok to madeline.
den she say wait..
den she kol madeline2. sooo long.
i angry ready ah.
so i hang up lor.
waste my ppd.
she stil at home.
GET AN ALARM CLOCKKKKKKKKKKK.
haish.
evrytime late.
time is precious.
y waste it?
and y make friends, so called 'friends', wait.!?!

so come to skul ready.
ms azlina say they ol hvnt come.
so i sit2 wait la.
kol mad fon again no response.
even if cant make it to skul.
can inform wad ritE?
rather than make ppl wait lyk a complete idiot~~~~~~!
urghs.
well.
i reach skul at 9.
mila came at 10.
dortz.
den do abit of the art la.
really no mood to draw.
sooo too mila,
sowie if i spoiled ur wonderful drawing.
no mood to post liao.

to kai;
i post the pix other day k. (:
once madeline sent it to me......

bye.

2006-11-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

ok. i'm back to post. lols.
ok.
now i can say.. extended term is officially.. OVER.
haha.
but stil gt malay dance all dat.
ohh well.
ok.

abt today.
stil got skul la. not skul but. remedial.
i come to skul for chem.
onie abt 20 students turned up.
den lazy madeline nv go.
lerr.
nvm.
lucky i sit wid nadiah.
haha.
and lionel.
den..
madeline arrive to skul.
she help to buy food.
mcdonalds.!
den we eat ready.
go art room.
den dat art tcher asy he need to go out ready coz he tot we not coming.
ALAMAK!
so must go 2ml. haha.nvm.
at least can learn pottery! yay! lol.
hope its fun.
ahah.
after dat.
we go jp.
mad buy pwezen for her fwen, jin mei.
cute sey she buy d soft toy. lols!
ok anyway..
den wok back to skul. see all the a maths students. lol.
den.. go malay dance la.
the training was soo tough today.
dunno y the intructor quite fierce today..
lyk..
one person rong..
den evry1 have to do again.
den if come back late frm d break, run 5 round.
aiyo!
and alot more la.
the new dance quite fun la.
very cute. haha.
but fast! i loike. haha.
after dat go madeline hse to chnge to another pe shirt. coz our shirts wet.
den go jp.
go wash sum fotos.
den.. saw idros der.
lol.
funny la.
den DOTDOTDOT.
for me to noe.
and for u not to find out.
kla.
dats ol.
byebye.! l8er madeline send leady den i upload d pix. ((:

2006-11-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

harlow.
actually don feel lyk blogging.
but this madeline la.
ask me do sum surveyy.
sooo.
yah.
here it is.

01. Single , taken or crushing?
none, vanessa. =D

02. Are you happy with your life now?
maybe.

03. When you meet the right person , do you fall in love with him/her first?
no lor.

04. Have you ever had your heart broken?
if my heart broken how can i be alive? huhu. kidding.

05. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
of coz... NOT. siao ah.

06. Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
no way no way no way.

07. Have you talk about marriage with another before?
pls la. i married liao. to danny. (:

08. Do you want children?
if adopt can!

09. How many children you would want to have?
as less as possibel! wahaha!

10. Would you consider adoption?
yea!

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
tell la.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
sumtyms! yesh.

13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
furthest we go is.. town. lol. lame.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really.

15. Are you romantic?
of cos. haha. how i noe la. alamak.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
if chnge their clothes can la.

17. If you can married somewhere, where would it be?
anywhere la. as long its wid the person i wanna marry.

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
hm...

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
danny, rain, james, ryan && ....

20. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
erm. tok proper eng can?

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
i dont touch organs. maybe..

22. If one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
see that guy prefer hu lor.

23. Are you missing something right now?
my shiny golden coin. sob sob* i wan it back, madeline!

Now think of five friends that you would like them to do this love survey and list down their names below.

those hu MUST do. : kaikai!, fathiah darling, syafiq jwss =P, yusri && ermm. jai? haha.

wooo wooo wooo. so much crap. u tink i wan rite my personal details ah? lol.
dream on!
maybe sum true ah. arg! dunno. lol. don tok abt love!

if u wan read madeline's survey go to her blog!
u c my links.
u c her name.
den u click.
ok? ok. bye.

2006-11-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

ok. now can tok abt FRIDAYY! haha.
ok.
friday morning.
got malay dance.
go wid madeline.
den i pass madeline my baju kebayer.
to wear when we hari raya wok.lol.
den..
tcher release us late. wtth rite.
haha.
suppose to be 11/
den she release.
dunno.
going to 1 hr late.
den..
ask lionel kol madeline fon.
ask if he buy the cake liao.
he say yes.
so evrything settled. haha.
den vani kol.
say she meeting me under my blk.
den madeline kol.
wan to lend shu.
hahaha!
ok.
don tink my shu made any diff. hahaha.
too bad la. lol.
den we wok2 to bus stop.
they 2 dunno how to wok in kebayer.
funny sey. lol.
den tok to vani mom on the the fon.
she wish me slmt hari rayer.
and ask to tk vani pic wearing kebayer.
lol.
so i help her tk wid her fon lor.

well.
den we reach interchnge.
the 3 boys reach liao.
haha.
say we late.
den the gerls say my fault.
wthh.
haha.
nvm,.. i relax. lol.

so alight the bus.
go to kai hse.
nice sey his hse.! haha.
so many fake plants sumore.
den we see his baby pic.
CUTE! lol.
den we watch wan stupid childish show.
lionel and yus sing along abit. lol!

ok.
den we decide to make a move. goo lionel hse.
den i ask him how the cake.
den he say its in the FREEZER!
freezer! argh! lol.

den i tel him to sms sumbdy at home to tk it out.
den we all pretend2 waste time. wok slowly.
tk pix first. so the cake can.. melt abit. haha.
this d pix we tk at bus stop near lionel hse...

our 3 boys. doing the LPCC hand sign.

we gerls doing th same hand sign.

ok. then tk ready. we go lionel hse. haha.
den lionel ask me how to show the cake. lol.
den we lyk.. dunno2?? ! haha.
so jush ask evry1 come in.
then he say 'yus.. show u sumthin'.
den show the cake on the table. lols.
den we sing the song..

'happy bdae to u. happi bdae to u. happy bdae to....'
evry1 stop. haha. den we lyk. err. dunno which name to kol. lol.
den i say use yusri sir la. haha.

der.. yus wid his cake.
lol.
onie yusri eat.
the rest of us nv eat.
den kai idea sabo yus.
lol.
den he noe wad we toking abt. den he go out of the hse.
lol.
then lionel say y don bring the cake out. lol.
den he bring.
in the lift yus saw. wahlao. lol. den we ol lyk push his hand away.
haha.
vani and madeline smart ah.
directly wok far2 away. lol.
den lionel say my idea. wthh.
den yus go snatch d cake frm him. throw at me.
wthh!
haha.
den kena my hair sumore.
wahlao.not eeven my bdae i get sabo. haha.
den yus shirt ol oso dirty. we go toilet wash up abit.

den go my hse.
at der ol chat2. eat pizza.
haha. lionel eat 3 pieces den sudd ask if its chicken. =o!
he alergic.
poor ting. lol.
den tk pix again.

der.cute la the boys watch spongebob. lol! ol concentrating very hard. lol.

all of us doing the lame hand sign. ahaha.
my mom tk d pic. lol.

here all act cute. hahaha.

den go out ready.
sit under d blk. decide wer to go next.
coz yus sis say cannot go his hse. sobsob.
o well.
haha.
den follow vani and madeline go my hse again to chnge back to their own stuff.
den while sitting tk pix.

this pic. yus lyk dowan to tk onie. haha. i mean frm his face la.
den lionel looked evil abit. haha. den kai look so innocent!and vani so adorable!

haha. nth to do ah. yus idea.

here we have decided wer to go.
accompany vani to central den she can go home.

after send vani. we go madeline hse.

den we watch 'ghost game'.
so scary.
watch at nite.
ee yer! so gross ol the ghost face.
aiyo.
sowie to those sitting besyd me for squeezing ur arms. lol.
jush so scary!
lionel cute ah. close eyes all the way.
den keep asking wads going on.
den yus wan to tel.
madeline scold him for telling the story.
den me..
abit2 scream den madeline oso shock. lol.
pity kai.
sure he trying to concentrate den we ol so noisy.

haha.
k la.
dats all for today.
overall had fun on that day.
((:
chiaoz.

2006-11-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

Pix from thursday.

at nadiah's house.
at fathiah's house.

at sufi's house. aisyah, fathiah and me.
at sufi's house again. aisyah, nadiah and me.

2006-11-04T11:05:00.000+08:00

harlow.
here to update.
not abt ydae la.
must wait til madeline darl send me the pix.
hahah.
so now update abt thursday.
kk. wad happen on thursday.
like evry yr, i go hari raya wok wid my jwps peeps. haha.
so.
we were suppose to meet our fwens all at 2.
coz our skul end 1.10.
den UNLUCKILY.
tcher called sum pupils to solve the maths qn.
wad sia.. nadiah and me were one of dem too.
we dunno how to do den tcher say must stay back til 3. -_-
soo.. we stay until 3.
tcher ask to go lib to find her.
but we so damn in a rush.
so we jush give our papers to sue fei.
and we rushed all the way home.
den meet 3.30.
haha. soo little time to get ready sia.
we were suppose to meet fathiah den go aisyah hse together.
but she go herself instead.
meet nadiah and we saw zhafran and zufaidi at the bustop.
nadiah asked them to take taxi wid us.
we den proceed to aisyah hse at taman jurong.

at aisyah bustop der hasyraf and shazni waitin for us lor.
long time no c dem. ahah.
den go up to aisyah hse fathiah ready der.
sit2 awhile den we go to shazni hse.

at shazni hse we watch world guiness records.
sooo gross!
haha.
den the mom tok2 wid me. den she say she noe me and my mom and my sis.
lol.
i noe la. vanjones of coz popular.
my sis and her daughter last time fwens lor. haha.
after a while iman join us lor.
he had skul b4 dat. haha.

after dat we went to sufi hse.
den he tag along oso ah.
his parents not home.
but his big sis at home la. haha.
den der we jush tk2 pixx.

next my hse turn.
haha. go my hse.
den eat sum food.
chat2 awhile..
luckily evry1 eat the food. lol.

den next zufaidi hse since he live same blk wid me.
go down.
his little sis so cute ley. haha.
we jush sit2. den eat again. haha.
stay while onie.

after dat was fathiah's hse turn.
go der.
toktok and tk pixx again. haha.
den fathiah mom ask us to go idros hse.
but the rest of the ppl say no timee.

den went to iman hse.
the baby der soooo cute! lols. very cute.
the eyes so big2. haha.
ehk! i not sure go iman hse first or fathiah hse la. hmm.
well anyways...

go nadiah hse next.
eat pizza. nice ley. haha. but very spicy.
heh.
over der take pixx again. lol.
so many pixx sey.
ofcoz ah. i noe we famous. lol. asif.
den a while a while.
go next hse.

next hse was zhafran hse.
his hse nice leyy..
evry yr i tink dat.
hahaha.
den der got food again.
most ppl no mood to eat ready.
hahaha.
den watch chinese drama.
sooo boring sia.
i don even understand.

den last hse.
hasyraf hse.
over der sit2. watch tv.
most ppl slpy2 liao.
fathiah had to leave abit earlier coz she got skul the next day.
den she so scared. coz she say got drunk bangla behind her den he ask her wer one block.
lol. she funny sey. but cute la. hahhaa.

den go home wid nad.
come hme. use com a while den SLEEP. lols. dats all for today la. haha.
soon i update bout fri!
chiaooz.

2006-10-31T17:42:00.000+08:00

well.
ok.
what happened today?
go skul.

first lesson mother tongue.
onie 3/5 and 3/9 together.
the other go cikgu yuana.
y sia? haha.
nvm.
cikgu yani more kind2 and cute2.
cikgu yuani more better in teaching.
but they bof good tchers la ((:
haha.
well.
not important.
but dunno y extended term got malay sia.
i mean.. wad to learn? haha.

okok.
next lesson, lit.
lit fun ah.
tcher oways tell story2 mah.
her story all nice to hear.
but sumtym go off topic. hahhaa!

after dat was eng.
lyk wadda!
eng hw not done. lol.
abt 20 qn i did abt 4 den hand in. tcher say hand in wadever u have mah.
lols.

denn.. denn wad? recess.
after recess geo.
geo so boring.
haiyo.
nowonder i fail. haha.
really sia. geo lyk... i wan to pay attention oso cannnot pay attention.

den last lesson of the day.. maths!
yay i lyk maths.
haha.
dunno y la. lyk fun.
but end of yr fail -_-
nvm nx yr i work hard for maths.

den go home lorr.
now here. using com. lol.
my kuzzens are suppose to come today.
the wan frm m'sia. but... til nv hvnt come. wahlaoooooooo!
hahaha.
stress2.
well.
ok la. dats all.

p.s. i chnge song. haha. pls comment.

2006-10-27T16:11:00.000+08:00

hrm.. well.
nth to do.
so since i have uploaded this pics.
den i post lor.
pics frm first day of rayer. lol.

me and my sis. haha. stand infront of mirror before going out.
left to right : me, my sis, my dad. while waiting for my mom to get ready.
me and my sis. while getting ready.
Me. before going out. haha. actually my baju brown ah. dunno y lyk black.
me and my sis. in the toilet at bl mrt station. hhehe.
my mom, my dad and me. i look wierd! ahaha.

WELLLLLLLLLLL.
enuff of the pics.
anyway..
jush wan to say..
i hate it when ppl plan to go sumwer ready.
den sudd dowan go.
lyk fucck u noe?
soo.. GGGGGGGGGGRRr.
makes my blood go high.
well!
dowan to tok abt it.

toodles.

2006-10-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

dddddddddooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrtttt~!

really feel lyk taking away some of the apologies i made ydae.
not all la.
some onie.

jush now la.
faezah and madeline sudd nv tok to me. shits man!
especially madeline la.
she in my class sumore.
nv even look or tok.
i tinking. OK FINE/
lyk fuuck rite.
haish!..
wad sia.
i sumore after skul wait for her outsyd class,
den she jush wok pass me as if i'm invisible.
den wok towards faezah class.
WADDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid la! grr.
fine la.
den 2ml how!!
argh.
nvm. lucky stil got lionel and khairi.

2006-10-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

wwwwwwwwwwwoooooooooooooooooootttttttttttsssss.

hari raya time! woo~ lols.
well. i got sum apologies to make.

first to my family,
i know they nv read my blog but ya. haha.
sowie for anything ah.
sowie for being such a pain in the ass sumtyms. lol.

to ol my lame peeps.
wooO~

YUSRI SIR ; sowie for everything la.
i noe i oways make u stress2. sowie hor! haha. hope u forgive me.
sowie if i got ever hurt ur feelings all that.
i noe i do alot of stupid stuff! sowie k!
u a very very great fwen man!
l8er 3rd nov we have fun k? tk lame pix for lame acc. lol.
stay lame!
and don use ur hari raya money for stupid stuff k? ((:
love ya lots!

KAI KAI ; boo! sowie if got ever do sin to u!
got meh? haha.
nvm. hari raya stil must apologise. lol.
u very fun fwen. cant wait to hang out again. haha.
on 3rd nov. heee.
must tk many2 foto wid me k? haha.
whole group oso must tk la. hahaha.
love yaaaa kai~ haha. as a fwen ler. =D

MADELINE DARLING ; i noe u nv celebrate hari raya. lol.
but nvm. sowie for all the sins i do to u! haha.
u very good fwen.
evrything oso go wid u wan. ol subjek same. even cca same! lol.
wooo~
if u nv come, i so lonely and got nth to do! hahaha.
and soooo bored.
yah.
all my secrets oso i share wid u! lol.
but i noe got sum secret u keep frm me.
haha.
nvm.
take care gal! love ya!

EZ EZ MY DEAR ; hie galfwen! haha.
i noe u no com. nvm! lol.
one day u can read.
jush wan to apologise for anything rnog i have ever done to u.
sometime i say i love __ or __ but i don mean it la.
play2 onie.
haha.
u my fwen frm p5.
very fun gal.
too bad diff class! aiyo!.. haha.
nvm! fwens til the end kk! heee!
love yaa much!

VANI MOMMY ; u oso nv celebrate hari raya.
haha.
nvm.
stil can apologise for anything i done rong.
but i noe i very gd daughter. lol.
remain cute and funky. wooo~
and lame too. haha.
study hard for o lvl. although i noe u wil do very very well.!
love ya!

JAI DADDY ; hiee dad!
long long time no c.
haha.
cannot msg alot oso.
u nv use m1 liaos. booohooo!
hahhaa.
nvm.
sowie if i do anything rong or stupid to u.
evrytym quarrel but now stil fwens rite?
haha. and learn to trust me man!
love ya as a fwen !

LIONEL LIANGHE ; u oso nv celebrate hari raya.
lol.
nvm! i nv do rong to u! i goood good gerl!
lol.
but sowie for kolling u lianghe, LIANGHE!
its ur name rite? lol.
c ya! 3rd nov i c u. haha. chiaoz.
erm. love ya a LPCC member.lol.

ALL U LPCC MEMBERS! ; our hari raya outing is on 3rd nov.
those hu have to go band, yus && lionel, go first.
madeline and me go malay dance. l8er meet kai first. k?
den we ol go 2gd meet ez wid yus and lionel. JAI!! tel me u wan to follow anot k?
u oso LPCC U NOE.
haha.

YA. dats ol the lpcc member so far.
stil recruiting members. if u tink u lame enuff,
jush audition for me! FOR FREE!
open 24 hours 8pm to 10pm. lol.

oso sowie to FATHIAH! although u not LPCC but must includ u.
lol.
i noe i do alot of bad stuff to u!
sowie la k.
hope frm now on we b good fwens as ever. haha!
take care! love ya.!

to the rest of u! slmt hari rayer and enjoy ur holidays! ((:

2006-10-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

hey~

been really mooodless this few days.
alot on my mind la.
anyway. i try not to let it show..
act crazy2.
heh.

well.
today whole day sit at home.
do nth.
aiyoyo.

ok.
hmm...
yah.
well wad else?
ohh ya.
2ml must recall ol the steps for monday's performance.
ya.
hari raya performance.
dunno perform for wad siak.
sure little ppl onie come to skul sey.
haiyo.

but well~
if u wanna c MADELINE DANCE MALAY DANCE,
den ya.. come to skul.
well.
haha.
dats ol la.
chiaozz.

2006-10-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

LIONEL SO HANSUM RITE?
lol.
in this 3 pics onie he hansum.
lol!
dat day tk one ah.
well.
abt today.
boring ah skul.
well.
i TINK i promoted lor.
tink so ah.
hope so.
hahaha.
den.
the course jush now.
so dam boring siak.
i rather sleep.
waste my $10.
haha.
k la.
dats ol.
bye.

2006-10-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

woo.
5 days.
now i'm posting again.
coz of SUMBDY la.
say sick of seeing danny pix.

okok.
anyway.
bout today.
at skul.
WAHLAO EH!
first lesson malay.
faezah nv come. sit alone. sobx.
lucky do grp work siak!
den...
LIT! madeline nv come.!
den tcher ask me sit wid emmeline.
den sel nth ah. jush go com lab.
den ART!! madeline not der oso. sit alone. den mila sit wid me. haha.
after art go recess.
siak ah. haha.
i sit at class la.
jush. sit2. stare at my table. table stare at me.
den.
the mohsin and fwens.
wad siak!
go play2 sum kinda bomb tingy.
dunno kol wad la.
den he go light it.
den i dunno wad going on la.
i see evry1 run out, so i oso run out.
hahha.
evry1 run out except zaini.
haha.
he hearing song ah. he lyk don care don care.
den go out of class leady.
siak ah! the ting explode.
soooooo damn LOUD!
my ears so pain siol.

den mr chew come. he go check science lab first.
den mohsin run la.
evry1 say to each other pretend dunno anything.

den he climb up the stairs.
den go to me and ask wad happen.
i jush act dunno anything. i say i jush come out of toilet.
den ask evry1 ol act2 dunno ah.
when inside class.
one of my classmate was abt to tel la.
den lionel quickly lyk indicate to her not to tel.
den mr chew saw. den pull his bag and ask to tel.
but he say he dunno anything.
den at last my classmate tel ah.
heh. no choice.
so in the end mohsin and ZAINI got beta form.
kinda unfair.
zai nv do anything.
sit der onie.
haha.

next, geo.
mr wong nv come.
den clayman tk out card. wan to play gam el.
den bof othe relief tchers say cannot. so he show magic trick.
lol.
funny sey.
haha.
den we hide2 under table play.
den d other tcher saw and confiscate the cards for the lesson.
boohoo.
den.. maths. ms azlina nv come.
den mr chia teach lor.
first sit wid clayman, lionel and zheng wei.
tcher we make too much noise.
so he asked lionel to sit at front corner.
den clayman sit at back corner. haha.
the rest of the lesson feel lyk slping.
coool!~ tcher release us 5 min early. haha.
so discuss wid lionel wer to go b4 meet yus.
den we follow clayman and fwens to bustop.
haha.
so boring. but nvm.
at first yus say meet 3~
so we go lib waitwait wait.
den he say 3.15.
aiyo!
den come oso abit late.
stil wan to read d comic sumore.

den..
wad ah? haha.
ohh.
den follow yus find job.
boring sey. haha. but got yus and lionel so quite fun ah.
den go ready.
go back lor! wok home alone. sobx. so sad.
den wok2. my mom ask me go pm buy sumthing first. aiyo~
so wok to pm.
den while woking say fiq. wid hairul. haha.
so go pm all alone.
go giantk all by my self.
actually ez ask to breakfast at msc.
den cannot ah.
haha.

sooo. dats ol for today la.
update sum other day when i got mood.
wooots.
chiaoz.!

2006-10-12T19:36:00.000+08:00

sorry.
had to rush ydae.
so i couldnt post the rest of the pixx.
well.
here's mcfly.
look at dannys hair!!
sobsobsob!
nvm.
he stil cute.
still my darlingg.
heee. dougie looks ccute in this pic.

2006-10-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

whos this?
my danny jones?!!??!
argh! ccant be!
no!!
y the hair. wahlao.! lazy to post.

still love u danny. but not ur hair!

2006-10-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

waaah.
soo long i nv blog.
haks.
ydae i wanted to blog.
den i rite halfway2.
suddenly forgot about it.
coz chat3.
so... in the end i go off9 den cclose the window.
shits.
haha.
kk.
nvm.
lazy ah post abt other days.
haha.
2ml last day of end of year exam.
woohoo.
yayness.!
haks.
but.
cannot throw away my books til o level is over.
haha.
ok.
lets post bout today.

today.. go out of hse at 11.45 lydat.
meet khairi at jp.
he was waiting for that cute boy.
outsyd arcade.
haha.
den..
meet him leady.
we ol go lib lor.
wait so long sey for that lionel and yus.
HAIYO!..
den jush sit2 first ah.
yusri come bout half an hr late.
and lionel about one hour late. haha.
den when all arrive ready, kai was at jp wid his god bro. so we wait for him first ah.
yus give sum ideas for art. haha.
den.. waitwait. boring. so we decided to wok ard jp first.
go to jp, then saw kai and his god bro woking out.
haha.
den theey u-turn.
den so sad they go home.
heh.
den we wok2.
wait for clayman and friends.
keep kolling and sms clay he nv reply.
so..
ask the hong xiang.
then they say they going 2ml.
haha.
soo lyk wad hor?
so we decided to watch w/o them.
buy tickets. buy food.
den go in. soo late.
they movie jush about to starting.
so we quickly2 find our seats.
den lyk.. so dark. cant even c the chair.
lol.den i scared so ask lionel to sit at the corner.
and i sit in the middle.
i thought... at least got 2 boys besyd2 not so scary rite.
den starting onie.
dat lionel close his eyes liao.
lol.
soo funny!
den i oso close my eyes alot of time.
onie yus nv scared.. i think. hahaha.
den.
the movie so scary. haha.
but cool la. haha.
lesson learnt, dont play computer games. especially lionel!.

hahaha.
den.
go home.
lionel don dare wok home.
i oso don.
so they 2 guys follow me home. heng ah. haha.
den go up to lift oso.
phew~.
den come home..
HAIYA!
mom not at home.
so i quickly msg jai. lol.
for fun. so i not alone.
den msg yus oso. haha.

so lame.
well.
alot of thing oso happen that i'm NOT gonna blog about la.

p.s.
smoking bad for ur health la.
haish.

thats ol ppl. chiaoz.

2006-10-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

well.
no mood to post actually.
but.. nvm..
2dae, maths test. okok uh. no comments.
after skul, go madeline house. play2 her photoshop.
den watch Little Secrets.
and now i'm home.
well.
wad else.
ydae..
aiya.
don wan to tok about ydae.
onie..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM.

well.
i gave her a coffee cup.
wid tigger on it.
heh.
on sunday we eat d cake liao ready ah.

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yum yum. cheese cake.

too bad sorry people. no more left for u. =P.
haaaas. ok.
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2006-10-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

. . .
dont ever
associate germany
wid hitler or nazi or anything lydat.
its so f*cking racist.
get it.
no offence.
sowie to jai ah.
jush so angry.

well.
today.
whole day stay at home.
kinda boring but stil seems alot happen.

finally tok to fathiah at msn.
act lyk nth happen. so dat jai can cheer up.
unfortunately at the end he didnt ah. haiyo.
waste.
anyway. so i guess me n her.... ok?
dunno la.
dun care. haha.
so.
wad else?
hrm.
tok crap all day long ah.
haha.
k ah. bye.

2006-09-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

eww~!! gosh! chem sux.
hate it hate it hate it.
haiya!

so.
wad i did today.
ok.
go to skul.
sit for that stupid paper.
den after skul.
go home lor.
den i ask mad follow me go out.
need to buy sum pwezzies.

first go westmall. so boring..
so goo causeway point. hahhaa.
at der soo funny. lol.
the ppl ask for our info say coz of dunno wad modeling shit.
lol.
i lyk wanna luff.
they tok i canot really understand.

den. go in. wok2. buy2. tok2.
den go home lor.
hheh.
thirsty sey. haha. nvm. anyway.
jush now we create a poem by accident. lol.!

there was a bee la.. den..

me : bee!
mad : huh?
me : i mean, b-e-e!
mad : where?
me : on the tree!
mad : where? i cannot see!

den i sudd luff.
lol.
lame.
byebye!

2006-09-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

well, today.

eng paper 2 and lit.
2dae go skul.
den i wok2. den i sms madeline ask wer is she.
den she nv reply.
so i wait for her at usual place.
wid faezah larh.
den wait2. she nv reply.
we try call her fon den no reception.
den c the time late ready ah.
so ez say jush go.
hu noes she go skul ready or wad.
den.
go skul.
vani sick.
poor ting. i ask her go home but she say dowan miss the 2 exams.
that gerl ah. if me i happy sleep at home no need exam.
LOL.
well, shes vani not vanjones. haha.

so.. i go back to class.
madeline angry at me.
den she shout at me.
wahlao.
coz i nv wait for her.
so i jush lyk..
fine lor. den go back to my seat.

den start eng exam.
actually suppose to lend mad peen.
den i lend priya one instead. haha.
pathetic rite i no pen.
haha.
den after the eng exam. i jush. go out of the class la.
i lyk thinking wanna go to madeline anot. but i nv.
den she come to me.
lol.
ok lor.
so, nvm about that.
den got lit exam.
haha. it was ok. but when i finish,
stil one hour left sey.
then i see evry1 still doing.
so i sleep.
haha.

after dat. i go art for a while.
den so boring and no mood to paint.
dunno why la.
sumore onie got madeline and yazier.
if others dun bother i oso dun bother lor. ! haha.

den. i wan go lib la.
but madeline wanna study.
so i lyk say.. GO HOME LOR.
den u noe as madeline is such a gd fwen.
she follow me lor. haha.

den i find out sumthin funny today.
lol.
everytime i tink abt it i will laugh.
HAHAHA!
but i cannot say.
i might get murdered. =X

den. at lib. saw lionel, clayman, zheng wei, vivien and anqin.
so i sit wid dem.
canot sit wid kai ler.
haha.

den clayman and zheng wei go home. and vivien go to her other fwens.
so left 4 of us.
den mad ask jin mei to come.
den lyk. sumtym go to kai. sumtym go to madeline all.
den sumtym kai come to we all. lol.
so funy.

den try to study chem.
canot absorb anything siak!
den ching kand (( err. dunno how to spell. lol ))
teach us.
he so patient siak.
evrything he say.. lionel, madeline and me wil be lyk HUH???
onie jin mei and anqin understand. lol.
duhh~~.
jin mei fuhua sec pure chem. sure understand one.
and.. anqin got mr TAY as her chem tcher.
if dat cute tcher teach me confirm i oso understand. lol.
but.
no.
our class is soooo unlucky.
well, as i was saying. he teach and teach and teach. cool!
if me i sure say 'ALA>! STUDY URSELF LA!'
lol.
den he sudd say 'when is ur chem exam?'
den we all say 2ml.
den his face was lyk 'WAHHH. HOPELESS KIDS.'
but instead he keep teaching.
but still,
i onie understand 20% of it.
haha.
at least he teach better den ms lee.
hu i will understand.. 0%.
haha. anyway TANKS DAT GUY.
owe him alot. for having his patience tested. lol.

den.. sudd i look at my fon. wahlao. ! 6.30. lol.
i thought my mom sure kill me.
den go out of lib see ms ang. den tok2. tok crap.
as usual.
den i say./ i better rush home. lol.

so walk home wid lionel, jin mei and madeline.
den lionel follow me until my lift der la.
den this neighbour of mine stil lyk say 'waah2'. wthh.
fwens wad. canot meh. alamak.
haha.
well.
dats all for today.
gonna flunk chem 2ml. chiaoz.

2006-09-25T15:47:00.001+08:00

well,
haish.
gues i'm gonna start by the happy stuff first.

today is.
jai's bdae so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUZAINI!!

ruzaini jwss la.
at last 15 huh.
hope u had a great day. (:

well, HAISHHH.
life ends for evry1.

why do sum ppl live long and others dont.
how come some people can die peacefully while others have to suffer b4 they die?its NOT FAIR!

why must death be so sudden.
haish!.
i thought he was gonna be fine.
didnt they promise 1-3 months?
cant they keep a promise?
haish.
cant hold back my tears.
its not fair.
why?
why is life so cruel sometimes?
evryone. pls... PLS treasure every1 ard u.
u nv noe when u might lose them. forever.
argh! getting too emo.

lemmi get to the point.
our dear skul mate stanley passed away ydae night.
haish.its sooo.. sudden!
haish.
the doctor told his parents 1-3 months more.
):
well, he had been suffering for all this while.
maybe his death means dat he wil go to a better place.
wer he wont be hurt.
wont suffer.
wont need to feel any pain.
he wil be close to god.
god wil take care of him.
he will be fine.

went to his funeral.
i tried my best to control my tears.
but when i went to the coffin and saw his face,
my tears gushed out lyk water flowing frm the pipe.
but cant help it.
nvm.
hes gone for the better.
well, hes not exactly gone.
i'm sure he stil ard. and he wld not want to see ppl sad.
(:
but seriously ah. 2 of my classmates ready pass away. so unfair.
haish. dats all i have to say. bye.

2006-09-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

V^.^V

ok. today. boring day!!

try to study but cant. haiyo.

well. happy fasting to all.

2006-09-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

k. wad happen today.

go to skul. reach earlier than madeline.
wad an unusual happening.
den.. meet her. go skul.

nearly late again. as usual.. blablahhhhhhh.

first lesson maths.
den.. lit. whole class got scolding.
denn... geo.

den.. reces..
den.. malay.
after skul.
stay back for phy a while.
after phy.
yazier and zaini. bully me.
den.. ez go to her class. den i follow mad to pm.
to eat.
den.. go home.
the end.
i'm out.

2006-09-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

today. what a day. so much happen.

first of all b4 i forget.

happy 2 months to ez and zai. hope u all last long!..

i guess. lol.

well. in the morning. lost track of time. coz late day mah.
den i late go out of hse!
den mad so good fwen. say she dowan late so she go w/o me. evil!
hmph!

den go skul. i see the gate still open. so i tk my own sweet time lor.
hahahha!
den go in. the councillor ask me stop!.. alamak.
den i thought i late alone.
den sud diniy come. haha. heng2. got fwen. den must stand der. alamak.
diniy scared ready. coz he late four times ready.
if late 5 times suspended ah.
den after dat. HENG AH!. the councillor ask to join our class.
means not late. phew phew.

den. wad happen first. ?
ok. maths. den.. pe.. den... ?
ohh. art.
haiya. give up on my stupid painting of the purple dragon.
dortz.

den.. recess. lol! ok.
after eat go to 3e9 class.
help ez wrap her pwezzie. ehem.
i noe my wrapping skills lyk shit. lol.

nvm..
den. go out of their class abit later den d bell.
den i saw yusri. den tok2 wid him. sudd see my next subjek tcher.
so i quickly rush2.
den yusri go shout my name in front of d tcher. =S.
den he say 'vanessa... say u pwitty'. LOL!
then d tcher smile2. den say 'vanessa did u really say dat?'
lol. i lyk no heart to say no. so i say 'ahh. ya'.
den the tcher smile. LOL!

kk. after dat chem lesson.
sit wid lionel.
tok crap sey.
he ask evry1 'ur PEN IS wad colour'
lol.

get it? if no. nvm.
den evry1 say diff colour. lol.
den he say wan ask d tcher sumre! lol.
he say 'tcher. ur fave PEN IS wad colour?'
lol. siao.

den tcher say any colour as long as she need it.
LOL! we luff lyk hell. hahahaha! siao.

den.. after chem is... eng? boring la. do filing.
den.. got phy a while. i tink i gonna fail physics. don understand anything abt waves.
alamak~~

den. art?. heh.
stay while. den hungy go eat at bliss cafe.
den we come back. tcher jush close d door. lol.
! stupid ah. nv c our bags.
den he must open again.
funny sey. act hardworking, tcher go ready. we oso leave. lol.

den wait for vani and ez.
while waiting, we were accompanied by these 2 siao gerls : gaya and priya.
lol.
they so lame siak!
evrything oso luff2.den luff oso lyk crazy ppl.
the jokes not funny oso mad and me luff.
coz they luff lyyk ppl frm mental hospital or sumthin!

haha. well. at least sum form of entertainment hor.
den den. they come ready. we do abit of hw while vani eat.
den go jp wid ez. she must pay bill.
den.. den.. wad happen?
ohh ya. wok2. tok2.
den.
saw ez kuzzie. cute sey. lol. den ez stil go tel him i say he cute. wad onie!

den.. go home lor. haha.
funny sey. .
talk crap until siao.

anyway.
dats all la. sudd no mood. byebye.

2006-09-18T18:01:00.000+08:00

okayy.
soo.
what happen today and ydae.

well.
ydae.
went to causeway point.
eat at seoul garden. kewl!
lol.

aunty kung treat us.
coz her bdae. hehe.
den.
my whole family go.
and her whole family go.
and marissa( dunno how to spell ) and her daughter go.
and dittaya's gf oso go.

wahahaha.
so many ppl hor.
den den. eat eat until cannot eat liao.
lol.
actually i nv eat so much larh.
haha.
dunno larh.
jp one d food nicer i tink.
aha. nvm.

den evry1 eating2, me n my sis bored bored.
so we decided to wok ard larh.
haha.

den wok1. come back.
they stil hvnt eat finish.
they eat2. tok2.
den i jush hear wad they ol saying. haha.

after dat my sis bad mood. coz 9++ ready.
she dowan go home late.
den my mom don care. lol.

den jush tok tok tok. den abt 10++ head home.

--------------
ok. then today wad happen?
go skul.
boring as usual. duh!
den nearly come late.
luckily nv.
haha.
ppl jush standing to sing national anthem.

den we quick2 rush.
haha.

lesson time all can skip larh.
after skul,go outsyd jwss for a while.
to meet nina.
she lend faezah her yr book.
den i c c ppl foto. hehe.

den go jp for a while.
mad must go bank and she wanna eat.
den at jp say syafiq. lol.

den go back to skul for art.
jush chnge the colour of the dragon body abit.

den go giant coz mad need to buy potatoes.
lol!
i today abit siao arh.
dun mind. =P.

anyway. thats all for today.

last but not least, i hope stanley will be fine.

2006-09-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

wahlao eh.
lyk wad seyy.
evry1 offline.
all leave me alone.
sob*.

wad sey.
kai sudd off9. maybe his com or smthin arh?
nvm. don blame him arh.

after dat mad off9. wth sey. nx tym dowan to wait wid her arh.
haish.
wad onie seyy.
den b4 off9 sudd say 2ml meet at 10.
i gt discuss wid her meh? haiya.

den..
after dat. yus off9. haiyo.
he sumore say he maybe off9 after n level onie.
soo long. sob*.
nvm ar. respect dat.
he wan study mah.

after him fiq oso off9.
alamak.
i hvnt say bye sumore.
haish.

all off9 lyk within 5 mins. wd sey.
soo now i on9 alone larh.
good larh.
ugh.
bye.

2006-09-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

lalala.

so bored.
don even noe wad to write about.
hrm.
well. today at last get to c yusri arh.
long tym nv c him. den tok2 abit. crap2 abit.

wad else happen arh? hrrm. forget larh.
omgomg.
lol. bye.!

2006-09-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

post # 2.
haha. jush a lyric.
soo touching this song.
dunno why i'm in love with the song and its lyrics.
jush soo sweet and touching.
imagine if sumbdy say or sing d lyrics to u. woahh. sooo cool. hahaha.
wonder if the lyrics remind me of sum1? hrm.
i dunno.

ohh ya,
one ting i forget to add jush now.
i received a letter frm my grandma again.
wee!
hehe.
i noe this is soo lame.
but i jush love receving letters. its soo cool.
and theres a personal feeling to it.
nowadaez ppl onie communicate thru msn or email or sms.
i mean.
nth rong wid it.
but letter is lyk soo much more fun!
haha.
love letters.
i got one box with all letters and cards dat i ever received.
really ley. frm small2 one oso stil got.
har raya and birthday card oso got.
letters frm my grandma all have.
i'm lame.
hehe.
but lame peeps rocks.
enjoy reading d lyrrics. chiaoz!

Artist:Backstreet Boys
Album:Never Gone
Title:I Still...

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?

And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done

I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now that you're gone
Instead of moving on,
I refuse to see
And I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I try to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done

I still feel
I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like I found you then I
Would never let you go

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word)
word from you

2006-09-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

woohoo.

i'm crazy2 now. lol.

okayy.
ydae.
oral went well.
yay!
i tink.. i hope. =X lol.

at first i thought the teacher fierce2 or wad.
den sudd... wahh! so fwenly.
hahaha.
i'm crazy. told ya.

well. what else? haha.
erm.
ok. my painting. i hvnt even finishthe dragon.
and tcher say must hand in next week.
wthh rite?
i onie at d dragon. hvnt even start on the other stuff.
argh!
sumore d dragon tcher say too dark. he say lyk black.
wahhlao eh.
wads his prob? y he don lyk black siak.
stupid arh he.
not cool.

lol. NO OFFENCE MAN.

see larh. think of him onie bad mood.
lets get back to high mood!

okay. wad else uh?
ohh yea.
jasmine is out of sg idol.
yeah
!!!
so its gonna be hady vs. jon.
hope hady will win.
but still arh, jon got alot of supporters.
bt nvm.
at last jas is out!
wooohoo!
long time leady i wan her out.
even before matilda, nurul, joakim!!*sobsob*. and MY DARLING PAUL TWOHILL!!!!!!!!!!!! *ARGH! *sobsob* flooding in my house arh.

haha.
well.
wad to do aites? nth i can do.
lol.
nvm.
go hady!
lol. siao.

anyway. hu dat freaking guy/gerl hu keep taggin my board with nonsense arh?
if i find out hu u r on my own, ure gonna regret u nv told me.
u BETTER tell me ah!..

dortz! lyk dat person will listen to me.
aiyo.

nvmnvm. again to high mood. well.
wad else to rite? hrmm.
nth else arh. hehe.
BYE!

2006-09-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

haiyo!

what happen to evry1?
alamakk.
ugh.
dowan tok abt it larh.
soo stress siak.
2ml skul sumore.
ughh.!

and wheres he?haish.
so long nv contact him.
good dat i mght get to c him at skul 2ml.
maybe. argh.
hope no n lvl or wad 2ml. haish haish!

i'm outta here.

2006-09-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

lalala~

so bored!
today, whole day stay at home sey!
boring.
hhaha.

well. today is saturday.
omg! saturday. which means it onie 2 days away from skul!

argh!
i thought time flies onie when u having fun!
i hvnt enjoy the holiday yet ley!
haish!..
well..
wad to do.. nth can be done. DORTZ.

bye.

2006-09-07T17:28:00.000+08:00

howdy.

well. long time since i update my blog.
abt one week lydat.
haha.
well.
now having holiday but gonna over soon.
:((
sobsob. sooo sad!

i wish skul would never have to reopen!

somebody pls mk my wish come true!!.. haha.
ya rite.
lyk as if dat.. would ever happen.

wonder hu invent skul.
dortzz.

2nd of all i'm sick. SICK!! argh! haiyo.

haha.
nvm lar. hu cares.
chiao.

2006-09-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

okayy.
ydae kinda lazy to post.

well, ydae was tchers day.
soo. happy tchers day to all tchers.
whether i hae u or not, stil hope u had a nice day ydae.

in the morning go to skul.
den got dat stupid aces day work out.
haha.
its sooo lame.

after dat its the concert. yay!
lols.
first d students perform.
cool. coz many of them are frm my class sumore.
after dat, tchers oso got perform.
the tchers all dance soo cute!
haha. enjoyed myself.
and sum of dem dance sooo stupid. haha.
we luff until cry. lol.

after dat we wanted to look for ms ang.
den vani and ez disappear. dortz. nvm.
haha.
we see miss ang ready, we wish her happy tchers day.
we gave a a wedding fotoframe.
to remind her to get married.
lol.
cant believe she in charge of ncc and nv find any1.
hahaha.

after dat, fathiah asked me to follow her go back jwps.
yusri ask me to follow him go back to his rulang pri. den i ask him follow go my skul first lor. haa.
so fathiah wait for madeline and me to arrive at pm.
we take our own sweet time. lol.
after a while. yusri and his fwen oso come.
den we go jwps.
soo many blss students seyy.
even those hu r not frm jwps oso come. lol.
popular lor my skul.

after dat we go to rulang pri.
but fathiah nv follow. tiring seyy go der.
haha.
den at der.
wok2 abit.

well. its fun bcoz of the ppl hu go.
after dat went back to jp der. all go separate ways.
i follow mad go meet jin mei.
dunno for wad larh. lol. den eat2.. den go home lor. haha.

den todayy.. well. nth happen yet arh. the day is stil soo young. lol.
klarh. byebyee!

2006-08-28T17:36:00.000+08:00

oops.
ydae forgot to post this..

Happy 15th Birthday to Syafiq ((:

anywayy.
2dae wad happen arh?..
ok.
go skul.
YAY! i pass malay.
lol.
at first i got 42 over 70. den add 6 marks. haha. soo 48.
yay. yay.
lol. crappz.
anyway found out idros injured his legg.
soo poor ting.
hope he get well soon. haks.

k larh. dats ol. byebye.

. . .

2006-08-26T17:23:00.000+08:00

Dortz.........

lalala.
no comments about ydae.
i ask my fwen wads rong wid her,
and she say not as if i bother.
dort dort dort.
fine.
if dats d way she tinks it is
den wad i can do rite?!

anywayy.. ydae went to bugis..
after dat went to raffles.
wid ez... and madeline.....

den 2dae. go westmall. wid fathiah.
haha.
nth else to say larhhh.

BYE.

2006-08-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

wooohoohoo.
so high.
bliss cafe! lol.

i think onie madeline noe wad i mean. haha.
anywayy.

what happen todayy.
lemmi tink.
go skul. den..
alaa. lesson all..
lazy to type. hahha.
den after skul we wanted to go art.
but den mr rahim not in the art room.
so nv go lor.
his problem lorr.
ahaha.
den go jp wid mad.
need to buy sumthin for her brother.
i mean a shirt.
lol.
JP IS GETTING SO DAMN BORING btw.
haha.
serious. lyk go der nearly evryday. -_-"

den l8er we sumore extra go back skul jush for vani and ez sake.
DEN!!
wahlao. ez see us ready.
den she jush wok pass us lyk asif we invisible or sumthin.
GRRR.
den vani wok pass us. den say sum stupid stufff.
den jush wok to d front.
DORTZ!
den we lyk... wad d hell.
so we jush go home lorr.
i so....
FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nexxt time better don wait for dem.

dortz,

lalala.

2006-08-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

happy 1 month anniversary to zai and ez!!..

haha. hope ur relationship stays strong.
((:

anywayy.
lets c.. what happen today.
ok.
go skul.
den first reading lesson. read newspaper. of coz boring arh. haha
budden the news paper got about panic! at the disco larh.
so i jush read dat. and my horoscope. hehe.
den i tear out the panic! at the disco pic. lol. siao siao me.

after dat iss..
sel. even more boring. blah blah blah.

then its.. PE. play baseball or wadever its called. alar.
wadever its koled d game is abt d same.
quite fun. budden the field make my shoe all dirty!
haks.

after dat is physics. ofcoz boring.
.
.
.
.
skip, skip.
.
.
.
.
then malay.
malay oways d lesson okok arh.
d people sitting ard me all sooo lame.
so okayy larh. haha.
den d malay newspaper. yay! got c. ronaldo pic. haha.

after malay recess.
woohoo. my fave lesson. i guess. haha.

after dat is english.
sooo FORTUNATE arh my group.
first grp to present the projek.
den.
"POWER" siak..
madeline and me lost our scripts. so we must read frm ppt.
sure alot of marks lost.
den chu yuan even better.
never even do d script.
alamakk.
soo.
haiyo.
nvm arh.
ahhaa.

after dat is form tcher period.
lalala.
den...
my fave part of skul. go home time. yay.

my class all lazy go art. so we dowan go alone. so nv go larh. haha.
den..
go jp wid madeline and her fwen jin mei.
haha.
she need to buy pwezzies.

den.. erm. dats all larh i tink. anything else i update later.
CHIAO!
must revise geo abit. haha.

boring day.

2006-08-18T16:00:00.000+08:00

lalala. what a boring day. lols.
all lesson, boring.
all lesson like wan to sleep.
sumore malay dance cancel.
good arh but l8er nth to do.
so l8er at 6 meeting ez.
maybe go lib. dunno arh. haha.
k larh. i got nth more to say.

byebye.

2006-08-16T16:04:00.000+08:00

HARLO.

well, what a day.
soo.. no comments man!
ydae need to wake up til so late
jush to do dat bloody english projek.
den in the morning must wake up so damn
early.
jush to send it to madeline
coz she had to off9 early.
DENN. wahlao. today..
madeline say her printer suddenly spoil.
so she couldnt print. dorttz.
den she save at d cd.
dennnn.
dat chu yuan.
wahlao. nv do d essay.
den i heard frm zhao rong he wrote all crap in the powerpoint.
haish!
zhao rong onie d one do properly.
madeline nv read instructions carefully so she do d rong ting.
haiya! need to hand in by 5pm 2dae. tink can manage?
i DOUBT it.

haish.
forget abt it den.
minus one mark for every late day.
lyk wtf rite?..

den.. stil got wad else arh?..
ok.
after skul first had d fototaking.
haiya. sure horrible one arhh.
but good dat evry1 present (:

den after skul got dat damn art class actualy..
wahlao! stupid sey the tcher!
we wait for lyk moer den one hour siak~
lyk fffffffuccccccccck.
haiyaa.
den madeline sumore lyk bad mood. dortz.
hate it when dat happens.
so wad for stay wid her rite?
she wan go home go home lor!
den the whole way never really tok.
at least i got say bye to her. den she nv.
so whole way home i angry larh. dortz.

but luckily after skul can tok2 wid yusri abit.
he very cute sey! haha.
well, tok wid him sure fun. although its about very unimportant stuff.
hehe.
he nv fails to put a smile on my face. yay!
haha. wad a gd fwen he is! c larh.
rmb him oso can smile. lol. okok.

dats all for 2dae. bye!

2006-08-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

harlow.

yay. finally got new blogskin.
nice rite? u noe hu do?

my darling madeline!! muacks muacks.

lol. thnk u very much much.
nice rite ppl? haha.

well.
today.. nth much happen.
no skul.
so stay at home and rot. haha.
welll. dats alll for today larh.
update again soon.
thnx again madeline!

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2006-08-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

ooops! sowie kai.
ydae 4got to update! lol.
anyway.
ydae so tiring sey.
the streat parade.
haha
dance2.
aiyoyo.
but okok arh. haha.

den on fridayy.
go c fireworks at esp der.
nice sey~!!
but d place so damn crowded sey. haha.
go der wid vani and ez.
den at der sudenly c kai. den tok2 abit.
after dat go our own ways.
den is saw nadiah sec 4. lol.
den she join us. coz she alone and looking for her bro.
funny sey. haha.
ok.

den abt today..
went to movie wid fathiah and my mom.
wwatch bollywood movie.
kabhie alvida naa kehna {{ never say goodbye }}
the story very nice and touching.

anyway. dats ol for 2dae larh. byebye.

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2006-08-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

harlo2.
here to update.

wokie dokie.
wad happened today.

okayy.
nad smsed me.
den she remind me dat we needed to buy shoes.
for malay dance.

so, we plan the time to meet all dat arh.
den i go out of hse ready,
nad tell me madeline last min cant go.
den i'm lyk.. okayyy. relax. nvm. not her fault.

dden meet nad lor.
so we go to gek poh.
buy the stupid shoe..

after dat we went to library.
wan to do hw arh.
sit2.
wahlao.
so boring seyy!
sumore no mood to do hw.
dortz.
so nad ask fathiah to kol her.
to ask her accompany us at lib.

den while waiting suddenly c hairee and yazier.
den they sit2 wid us lor.
they ol were gonna do their english project
( which i hvnt even put one finger on. )
they waiting for idayu and zheng wei arh.
den l8er the 2 of them arrive ready..
then ol of us nv do work siak.
jush chat2. haha.

den fathiah come leady,,
she dowan go to us. lol.
she scared.
coz she dunno dem.
LOL!
funny arh.
until we must pull her to sit der.
haha.

den tok2.
fathiah help me do abit of my maths.
thanks! haha.

den sit under blk at near art park.
tok2.
den fathiah need to go sumwer.
so i follow her.
go psr mlm. lol.
den go ready.
go her hse a while.
den pass sumtin at rizal hse.
den.. dotdotdot.
nvm
lol.
bye!

2006-08-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

harloww. since sum1 ask me update, i update lor.
well.
so long long long
nv update.
now i update lor.
sooooo many tings happen.
well, don wanna rite evrything down.

jush gonna start frm today.
wad a boring day.
sit at home do nth.
dortz.
well.
happy national day. bye.

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2006-07-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

okays. today i shall post again.
well, woke up this morning, very lazy to go to school.
haha. but ya, what choice do i have.
then i meet up with madeline, as usual.
walk2 to school. at canteen see yusri. lol.
den. during class time sms jai. he didnt attend skul. UNFAIR! haha.
so. lesson.. boring asual. what more to expect.

ok. fast forward. after school, had to go for dat damn art class.
well, i like art but not in school. the stuff i have to draw are jush sooo boring.
i'd rather draw tons of diff stuff den oways drawing insect, flower.. etc.

after dat stupid art class. walk home. soo cool. ;) haks.
when reach home. shower, den change. wait for khairi to msg me.
but he nv lol. i msg him onie den he say he waiting for bus.
so i in a rushh...
otw saw yus, so he follow me lor to meet khai.

then meet khai ready. xchange soouveniers. he gimme key chain. so cute. minnie mouse. haha. THANKS KHAI!

then go home halfway with yus. hm.. ok......
thats all larh....

reach home ready use msn lorr.
so many ppl onn9. stop here for now.

bye.

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2006-06-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

dunno wad else to say xcept for.

I'M AN ASSHOLE!!

dats oll i gotta say. sowie to the one i've hurt.
i know i mean nothing to u now.

2006-06-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

harlow.
ok.
i'm dead-bored.
got nth to do.
so..
blog larh.
well today..
went to skul.
NICE WALK.
well anyway..
den at skul ready.
malay dance.
so tiring.
leg pain again.
after dat faezah kol me.
ask her follow he go bkt panjang plaza.
den i agree.
so we go..
waah. lyk lyk. a few min ready can complete the whole shopping centre.
BORING. TOTALLY.
so we decided to go Lot 1 instead.
go der oso nv buy anything.
onie tk neo print.
lols.

k arh. dunno wad to say...
whole day msg syafiq sey. lol.

ByE

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2006-06-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

waahh..
seems like my last post very touching to others.
WUAHAHA.

ok.
today nothing emotional happen.
woke up...
den.
msg vani, madeline and nadiah.
den meet madeline to go to school together.
had malay dance.
i kinda think it sucks nowadaes.
so lazy to dance. i dun even lyk dancin. haha.

den dance2. my toes got blister. OUCH.
pity me sumbdy!
haha.

den tcher choose the performers. me oso must perform.
haiya.
but tcher say she can tk out if she tink u not good.
i not gonna do good arh lydat!!!!
hahaha.

well..
socccer..
GERMANY ROCKS.
3-0.
LOL.
SOOO POWERRR!! WOOHOO.
ofcoz arh. whos country? {{van jones!!!}}

yeah baby yeah. haha. lame.
well.
at msn alot ppl chat wid me arh.
sumtyms lazy wan to reply dem sey.
but of coz got sum special ppl hu i LOVE to chat wid and reply.
hahaha.

wad else happen today?
ohh. i gave vani and yus their pwezent. hope they like it.

k larh. dats all i gotta say. BYE.

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2006-06-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

dis is gonna be long. so dun need to read it.

OK NAD.
this post is for YOU.
since u oways ask me blog.
haha.
okay.
so.

yesterday is the day i return frm germany.
had loads and loads of fun there.
if only i could stay there longer.
sob*.
i miss them already.
but.
i cant forget my fwens in singapore.
miss them too. ALOT!.
miss chatting with all of them.

ahaha.
ok.
in germany cool. i got to meet almost all my cousins.
xcept one.
haiyo. bcoz i cant c her, cant see my niece too.
i nv met my niece b4. but my mom n dad met her.
not fair!!...
haks. ok.
wad i did in germany.

14 hours wid d damn plane. soo cold.
halfway thru must drop at dubai sumore. den wait der for 1 hr.
haiyo.
sumore so cold in the plane.
when reach germany ready sooo damn freezing.
i thought its SUMMER. wad the hell rite. haha.
den must take 3 trains. althougether 3 hrs b4 i finally reach the town i'm supose to reach.
den frm der stil must tk taxi to the house we staying at.

hah.
wen reach the house ready. damn relieved say. haha.
and tired.
den my grandma called.
say my grandpa gonna pick us up frm der to their house.
so i sitting in the room i gonna slp in. when suddenly heard my grandpa's voice.
soo happy.
haha.
den go out and give him a hug.
den he brought us to his house.
saw my grandma der. sooo happy.

okay. the next day went to one of my cousins house. my favourite cousin!!! <3.
they are kevin, lisa and maikel.
kevin my fave.
he soo hansum. so kind. soo swt. haha.

den we all not close.
so first quiet2.
den slowly warmer abit.
den tok abit.
so cute they all try to tok english. weeee.
den at nite went to my grandma's house again.

2rd day. wednesday..
go my another cousins house.
marcel, pascal, domenik and michelle.
we not close with them. but den they treat us lyk they noe us for ery long ready.
haha. so fun. they all soo cute.

the next day. thursday.
go my mom's fwen house.
haha.
she noe her b4 me and her son born.
her 2nd son so lyk swt2 type. the age same wid my sis.
den d first son so.. no comments. same age wid me.
d last son. cute the face. but behaviour. haha. no comments again.
den see their grandma.
she lyk soo happy to see us.
honestly i dunt even rmb anything abt her.
but shes lyk so happy to see us lydat.
den keep hugging us. the grandpa oso.
den they were our neighbour larh.
she go n say evryday she look out to our house der. den she so sad.
coz were not der in the garden. walaoo. sooo sad.

hmm. okay. then on friday..
my cousin the one marcel, pascal, domenik, michelle and their parents..
my another cousin and her husband and her 2 sons jeremi and dustin..
and my family went to my grandma's house.
we waTch german soccer match.
fun sey. evrynoe wear german shirt.
den draw flags at face.
den alot arh. fun man.
haha. den make alot of nice.
at out side my grandma house there arh.
haha. den l8er play table tennis. fun!..

saturday,
my mom fwen the son got soccer match. den he
really wan us to watch.
so we watch lor.
got few hansum guys there sey. haha.
but NOT intrested.
den one of his fwen.
ahha.
his mom showed us our pic. den he really wan to meet us.
so meet him lor.
ahaha.
den my fwen's team won larh. not really won. but go next round. haha. they had a draw.
den wen going home, the fwen hu want to meet us hug us sey. i mean me n my sis.
den we lyk. uhh. okayy..
haha.
den in the nite.
waaah. so fun..
go my fave cousins house.
all children stay home alone.
the parents go parrty.
woohoo.
cool seyy. haha.
den play pillow fight in the dark.
soo fun..
den tk alot2 pics.

den sunday.. sunday. sunday do wad arh? haha.
ohh. sunday we went to another cousin house.
the names isabel, melina, nico and vanessa.
same name wid me. haha.
nico sooooo cute!...
den we went to small lyk funfair. haha.
d day was.. okok larh.

mmonday.. errr. go my cousin house. the kevin etc. dat one.
haha.
fun sey. now close ready.

tues. go my grandma house.
my grandpa bring me n my sis and my dad.
walking thru forest.
i scared got BEE.
eeeik.
i hate bees.
anything else is okay.
haha.
but fun arh. see alot of nature.
haha.

den wed. erm. OH YA. the most fun day.
the marcel & family and my family go the kevin and family house.
we all play in their pool.
so fun. i was wearing clothes.
den they all play2 in the water.
they ask me to join i dun wan sey.
den kevin go carry me and throw me into the water. walao!.
haha.
but fun. we all play fighting2.
haha.
den when marcel & family go home.
the rest of us play ticckle2. fun sey. lols.

den when go home so sad. we all hug each other. sob*
den hug2 ready, his mom say he gotta go to my grandma house when we der.
coz return clothes.
den all happy again. haha.

d next day.
sad day.
the day to say goodbye to everyone.
my grandpa drive us to alot ppl house. to say bye.
so sad. hug2 everyone. haha.
den go back to my grandma house. the kevin, maikel and lisa come. den we play2 abit. den we walk them home. den at their house,
their mother ask them to walk us home. lol.
funny seyy. it was a fun walk home.
one to remember always.
hmm.
den hug again.
den go into the house. look at all the pictures.
sooo sad.

den/// time to go home.
sob*
my grandpa drive us home.
my grandma at the window. wave non-stop. sob*. den i oso wave back non-stop.
den she sudenly cry...
den go into the house.
den i also cry seyy.
den i cry lyk hell. cant stop.
the tears just keep flowing. den my sis look at me. den she cry. my mom oso cry den.
den my grandpa on the radio. den got sad song. abt crying.
den sudenly my sis and me. lyk SIAO ppl. cry and luff at the same time. soo SIAO.
but really sad.

the next day.. going back time.
haiz. den my grandpa sent us to the train station.
den we wait for the train. den when the train finally arivve
den we went inside.
i wave at my grandpa. sudenly the door went shut.
my heart lyk drop sey. sobs. my grandpa lyk look for us in the train.
den i put my hand on the window. den he look at me. den he smile abit.
den he video tape.
den he put it down. den he lyk wan to cry. sob*.
den i oso cry all the way to my seat. evry1 look at me i dun give a damn.
den i sit wid my sis.
after a while. i look at her..
she oso cry.
den say my fault.
haha.

the rest dun need say larh. so long. reach singapore ready. happy + sad.
den meet fathiah. haha.
ok. the end larh. tired of typing.

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2006-04-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

arhh..
ok lor.
at last today i post.
coz arh.
evry1 dunno y offlyn sooooo early.
den...
my mom oso slp ready.
dortz.
ok.
today.
is my bdae anyway.
thnx evry1 for ur wishes n gitfs.
madeline ydae treat me at pizza hut.
den she buy me mag.
den vani buy me romeo n juliet.
so nice d show.
haha.
i <3 leo dicaprio.
den ez.. buy me choco. yum! den evry1 wan it. dortz.
den at clas.
d clayman n yanty tel d tcher its my bdae. den ask to sing bdae song.
walao. paisey.
haha
felt lyk hiding under d table.
ahha.
den got alot of wishes frm lotsa ppl lor..
first person to wish me = VANI!.
2nd person to wish me = KHAIRI!..
3rd person to wish me = MY FAMILY!...

heh.
anyway. rite now.
i juz feel lyk killing ez. =D. she better watch out! wootz..~~..

peace outzzz.

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2006-03-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

well. i'l juz make this a quick one..
ok.
what i've been doing for the holiday.

saturday :
malay dnce performance at near art park der.
go home very late.
haks.
fun arh.
nv really do any rong step. =).

sunday ;
stay at home doooo nth!!
kinda boring.

monday :
mornning goo english supplementary.
quite entertaining thnx to clayman, lionel and chu yuan. haks.
den afternoon go malay dance.
need to perform for japanese visitors.
tcher nv bring CD!
haiyo..
so they ol go and search for it.
den i hang out wid madeline at skul while waiting.
den perform ready go jp wid madeline buy pwezen for her mom. haks.

tuesday :
well. i cant rmmber.lol.

wednesday:
go east coast wid my family. dittaya and his family and madeline.
quite fun lor.
hehe.
get to meet dittaya gf.
pwitty arh.
hehe.
but i tink she got bad taste.
lol.
jk.
den. go home oso very very late.abt 9 pluss.

thursday:
stay at home.
most of the time on the computer.
haks.
and tv.
not bad arh.

friday:
go out wid madeline.
go jp arh.
wanted to plan for our class notice board.
in the end onie buy d stuff.
den go her hse play PHOTOO SHOP!!!!..
hehe..
fun!
lol.
go home oso very late. abt 9.
going home time very "scary".
lolx.

saturday(today) :
go out wid nad.
go to library near jp.
do hw. last min hw.
ahaha.
den go jp.
buy HARRY POTTER CD! yay!.
whole day teasing fathiah.
bad day for her.
lol.
haha.
couldnt stop luffing when on msn wid dat jai and khai.
haha.
kk.
dats ol
byebye.

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2006-03-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

waahh..
its a miracle that i update now..

actuallly no mood. heh.
nvm..
now waiting til 4.25.. den l8er go out mit nadiah.
got dat stupid malay dance performance.
haiya.
lazy man!..
if i noe i nv ever ever join malay dance.
but wad to do now hor?..
haiya..
but really no mood sey.
dunno larh...these days not really in the mood for anything.
den my toe pain. my knee pain. stomach pain.
haiya..
how to dance oso i dunno.
sure i'm gonna perform horibbly l8er.
wel..'
nvm.
dun care larh.
dun tink any1 will noe me anyways.
not my fault d instructor ask me to dance rite?????..

k larh..
nth else to say..
gtg now..BYE BYE.

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2006-02-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

soo long no update...hw hw hw..stress stress stress..hehe

noow doing malay hw and on the com..
lucky salihin help me wid d format!haha..

nth to say..l8er larh..now bz..bye

update

2006-01-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

okok..its been lyk..centuries i've not updated my blog..nobdy reading it anyway wad..
i guess..
hmm..
ok..skul..is..fun and boring arh..
fun coz get to meet fwenz...boring..EVRYTHING ELSE...
my class is great anyway..
but still..i tink i wld oways prefer 2e4 `toxic ocean 34..
maybe..but...shawnees might be great too?..
haha..
well...
wad else to say?..
i lyk have very little fwenz in this class seyy..
if last yr class i lyk...dun mind toking to any1..but diz class..
lyk diff.
maybe i shld get used to it larh..
nvm..i got madeline..hahahaha..
well..at malay class oso still sit besyd faezah..
den recess can c ol of dem.faezah madeline and vani..
long time nv go out wid dem..tink shld go out together one day...
haha..
last week tcher to class sitting arrangement..
cute arh he..but lame..
haha..his magic tricks very style arh..haha
ermmm,...
i dunno wad else to say..k bye..

holiday

2005-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

haiya..
i cant believe in a few days time skuls gonna start..
alamakk..
time flies soo fast these days..
i guess u have to treasure evryday ar..
make it as happy as possible..

okok..
anyway..
MERrY XMAS to all!...
may u have had a fun day..
and enjoy these last few days as well..
b4 the studying must begin..
haha..

anyway,,,
ystrdae fun seyy..
haha
xmas eve n my fwen,diann bdae party..
haha..go my fwen hse lar..my mom fwen actually..
aiya..our family fwen lar k..
haha..
den...at d hse eat sum kind of indoor bbq..haha..
nice..den get pwezens..

after dat..we head to ochard rd..
we jus wanna c ol d xmas deco lar..
den we go der by my fwen father taxi..
funny seyy..abt 9 ppl squeeze insyd d taxi.
lucky nv get caught..haha
den reach der ready,we saw d ppl play d snow spray or wadever its koled again..
just lyk last yr..
so we join in d fun oso ar..
haha..funny seyy...d 2 small gerls and my fwen father wear
lyk d santa claus hat..
den my fwen mom wear lyk a toy crown..ahaha
den werever she go my mom say 'heres d queen'..
haha..
den we each get to cans of spray..den spray ppl lar..
dunno y among d 9 of us,i get d most attacked by ppl sey..
walauu..not fair..
in the end i look lyk aa snowman..
den soo sticky siak..eikk..
dunno ar..my sis spray d ppl..budden i stand besyd her so i oso kena.
get more sumore..
ahaha..den if they spray one person nvm ar.
but ar..sum of dem in grps..
den form a circle ard me n evry1 spray at me seyy..
den spray at d eyes...soo pain siak!..
and in my mouth..eikkk!!..

buden stil fun ar..
haha..

den after dat go hme..reach hme at abt 3-4 sumthin seyy..
den still need to shower...haha..
k lar..dats ol i wanna say..bbye

.....

2005-12-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

okok..now back again..wif my crap...
today do nth..home ol day..boring..
den band come back ready...good ar..
kk..bb

back

2005-12-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

Okie okie...i noe long tym no post..sowie lar..
i dunno ar...dat day i juz post...but dunno wad happen to it..alamak!!
nvm..ok..
since now very free..
band go penang..hahaha...so not much ppl to tok to..lol..
so lemmi update abt today lar okiez..
haha..so..we wanted to go watch movie..
PRIME..wadever dat movie is..hahaha..
vani,ez n me lar..
we ask madeline but she say her dad dun let her go out anywer..
pity...
hahaha..okok..
go on..
den sudenly dunno y vani mother dun let her go out..
so...instead we go her hse lar..
at first we rent movie den we go to her hse to watch...
at first we watch a thailand movie called 'a house of mad souls'..sumthin lydatt..
den watch2...walauu..soo boring..
d ghost not even scary..
so we watch ju on 2...hahaha
not soo scary lar..
haha..onie very shocking..
funny siak..we hide2 behind d pillow..lol..hug2 d pillow..n cover our eyes wif it..
hhahaha..juz try to imagne lar..
d faces ol so scary n disgusting....
haha..den funny seyy...
i try to take d pic of d ghost in the tv..den evrytym i take..
d picture come out blur..
lol..lyk soo scary..coincidence..hahhaa..den we c2 d pic..soo scary..
den evry1 pass2 d camera to each other..
nobdy dare to delete d pic..hahhaa..lame i noe.
so in the end...me,d bravest, delete d pic ar..
haha..
den after d movie vani chnge to tamil channel..den oso got ghost stowie..
den another channel oso ghost stowie..hahhaa..wierd..
den dunno y 2 of dat stowie got cat..
haha..
den after dat..when going home..funy seyy...
ez n me wanna c salihin house..
lol..for fun arhh
c d door..
haha..den suddenly got a cat..in front of us..den at first lyk soo cute..
den we jus luff2..
den dunn0o y suddenly d cat become violent seyy..den make so much sound..den go towards us..
SPOOKY!
den we ol lyk siao2..go n scream2..hahhaa..den at last we just go downn d lift..
hahaha..
den after dat woking..
got one teddy bear key chain on d floor..
hahahha...den we rmmber dat at d ju on d gerl drop d key chain..haha..den after dat d keychain appear in her hands..
lol..
after dat i go up d lift lar..scary seyy...coz i rmmber in d stowie..d ghost keep appearing..
haha..so i juz nv look out of d lift..
den half way up i rmmber i forgot to check letterbox..so i go back down..but dunno y d lift door lyk...
got sumthin rong..soo scary.so i jus run out n back home..hahha..lame..
k ar..dat ol..bye

...

2005-11-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hello, actually very lazy to post..
but..just sum tings i gotta say..
haha..

to all my tamil fwenz..Happy Deepavali..haha..
hope u enjoy urself,vani...

Slmt Hari Raya to all my Muslim fwenz..
Maaf zahir & Batin..sowie if i had done any sins..or done anything bad to u ok..

And also wan to say Happy Birthday to 3 very wonderful ppl..LOL..[[in no particular order]]

SHAH RUKH KHAN..haha..not as if he gonna read diz msg..but hey..

happy birthday..haha..continue making great moviess..

NADIAH...stop bullying me lar..!!haha..happy birthday..hope ur wishes came true..

And lastly but MOST DEFINITELY NOT THE LEAST,YUSRI!!happy birthday to u!!

Be happy...smile oways k!cheer up..don so sad lar..still got ppl tinking of u..okie?hehe..U rawk okiee..

Heh..k lar..i guess dats all i wanna say lar..nth to say..bbyeeee..

...

2005-10-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

MY MEMORIES OF 2E4!!

2e4 'o5...

Oll my dear darling 2e4 '05!!haha..taking pix for d noticeboard..!

haha..faezah,vani and me trying on clothes for racial harmony day..will miss u 2..haha..
have fun in 3e9!!

Chee Ming and Aqeel on Racial Harmony Day..

Liyana and Nadiah..pwitty sey..hhahaha..

Our stall for charity bazaar...toxic drink..hahaha.

Saida..our class model..and the WINNER!!..ahha

Teachers day..nad,jes n vivian..

~~2nd last day of skul~~

haha..keniv...forever lame..

PLaying games..!

iz'aan n rais..playing cards..

madeline,xiang lin n me..me lyk nerd siakk..

Madeline,Xiang Lin n Aqeel..

~~~**LAST DAY**~~
*sobz*

Cleaning time..!

haha..seelan..very good..haha..

Ms ang..our dear form tcher..lol..

Waah..Sin Hou..hardworking seyy..haha

strong sey lift dat ting up!!..

Clean clean clean..[[lame..haha]]

Get to work lar!!hahaha...

SOOO...SAD!!

2e4

2005-10-28T15:26:00.000+08:00

Haiz..
okie..the last day of school has come..
so sad..=( *sob*
i'm gonna miss ol my classmates u noe..*sob*
lucky still got Madeline, Nadiah and Liyana in my class..
Hope we remain close okiee..
the rest..
are gone..omg..
i'm nv gonna be same class wif them again..unless..poly??!..

Firstly i'm gonna miss ol my gd fwenz..
Faezah, hey..wadever..fwens til the end rite??!..hope so..haha..
Vani,keep in contact ya..

I'm gonna miss ol d pwitty gerls in my class..
Saida...stay pwitty...and cool..and study hard..
Jia Hui..gonna miss u okiee..fwenz forever..
Julien...stay cute..haha..
Vivian..continue getting ol d gd grades..
Cheryl..all the best for ur future..hope ure always at d top..3 yrs same class ready..
Cindy..same goes to u..=)
Zeng Yee..haha..continue being gd at ur humanities..
Li Juan..same class frm p6 rite..now separate..so sad..
Shi Min.....same class frm p5!!*sob*..stay cute n bubbly..
Shi Hui...stay cheerful and all the best wif sufyan..haha..
Michelle..stay cute..haha..don be so blurr..
Melissa..we're not very close but stay pwitty..all d best okie..
Xiang Lin..study hard..hope u have fun in ur new class..=D

I'm also gonna miss ol the lame guys in my class..
Sin Hou...so sad...thnx for being our class monitor..
Seelan...continue riting those great lyrics and still must show me k..
Chee Ming..haha.stay lame..
Keniv..haha..hansum boi..lol..stay cute...and stay lame too!!..
Choon Guan..be cute as oways k..
Jonathan and Stanley..haha..dunno much abt u guys..tok more k..1
Rahman...continue being cute..and punk rawk forever..
Rais...be smart as oways...haha..so sad need to separate..u in my class frm P5!..
Afiq...haha..continue to stay cute and keep on DANCING..haha
Aqeel..be cool as oways k..
Nasrullah..dont be too cute..haha..
Iz'aan...be hansum lyk oways...
Faisal...continue being creative k.i love ur art work..
Raymond...haha..study hard k..

Miss Ang..U're a great Teacher.gonna miss u too..=)

Lastly..
Kathlyn..although u're new in our class..and..erm..nvm..haha..
still wanna say thnx for being part of 2e4..

Hahaha..hope i mentioned everybody..hope all of u enjoy ure new class..
Thnx for being kinda part of my life 2e4..haha..
Am i being lame?i think so..heh..
anyway ol of u don forget me..and i wont forget all of u 2!! Love ya'll..!=)
sum of u may lyk ur new classes..i might lyk my new class as well..maybe..
but w/o ol of u there will nv be 2e4 again..
alot of great memories ya..hahaha..

once again..2e4 forever..2e4 til the end..

......

2005-10-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

haiz..
wad happened to *her?y she changed until lydat?
shes been lyddat since the time when...nvm..forget it..
ughh..
irritating siak...
treat us as if we did sumthin bad to her..wad onie..
nvm..hu cares..i dont need ppl hu treat me lyk diz.

btw..son of dork got one guy soo cute..
haha..i hvnt check out his name but i noe hes oso one of d vocals..
haha..but wadever,james will oways be the best...<3

hmm...today went for d boring heritage tour tingy..
soo boring...haiyoo...can slp....
really..

okok..dats ol for now lar..lazy ar..haha

...

2005-10-21T19:49:00.001+08:00

Before I was born, late one night
My papa said everything's all right
The doctor paid mama laid down
With a semitone bouncing all around
Cause the bebop stork was about to arrive
Mama gave birth to the hand-jive
I could barely walk when I milked a cow
When I was three I pushed a plow
While chopping would I move my legs
And I started to dance while I gathered egg's
Townfolk clapped, I was only five
"He'll out dance 'em all, he was born to hand-jive"
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...everybody
Born to hand-jive, baby, born to hand-jive, baby...yeah
How low can you go? (4 x's)
Higher, higher, higher and higher
Now you can hand-jive baby
Oh you can hand-jive baby
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, born to hand-jive, oh yeah!

hahaha..i'm lyk going back to d past...hearing ol d oldies song..
lyk bee gees, soundtrack frm grease,queen,beatles and more..
the songs not bad u noee..
hehehe
enuff of my crap..lazy ar wanna rite abt 2day..

yo..
okie..
wad happen today..

...

2005-10-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

grease

2005-10-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you

You know i'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do?
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying, "fool, forget him."
My heart is saying, "don't let go.
Hold on till the end."
And that's what i intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

,,,

2005-10-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

OK..heres wad happen today..
vani actually wanted to meet faezah to play badminton..
den she ask me go her house put up d posters..
she kol faezah..faezah say meet her at 2.30..so at 2.20!!i juz leave house vani kol
me n say faezah chnge d time to 3.30.den vani ask me come her house first.
i'm lyk..omg..i dunno where vani house..so i juz anyhow wok until reach madeline stall there..
den i ask her how to go..lol..
den go ready,at 3.30 faezah say she come at 4.30 coz she watch hindustan movie..
den after dat she kol my fon den she say d stowie finish at 5.00..
so she say she not coming lar..
after dat she say she already told her mom she not going to religious class coz she go fwen house..
den we ask her to come,she say she watch tv..wad she expect us to do sey..
in the end she nv come..after dat go home..i wait for madelinelar..
her brother take so long..when i reach home directly break fast seyy..
good ar..
i run ol d way home..
lol
lame..i noe..
hahaha..
ok den 2ml..
vani wanna go out again play badmminton..
den i do wad seyy..sit down?i'm not gonna dehydrate myself by playing badminton
fasting u noe..
alamak.
den madeline say she don wan faezah to come along coz it'll spoil her mood..
alamak..
wad to do seyy..
haiyo..
betterstill don go..=X..maybe..haha..

ohh yeah..!!
my mom say 2ml go geylang..den don need to go play badminton..
but is dat better?
haha
nvm..got excuse..=D..
hehhehe...kkk..good..

hmm..ok..by monday we have to choose d subjeks dat we wana take next yr..
the teacher shld have given us d report card first..
if not how we noe d overall marks seyy..
haiz..i wan a maths but confirm my maths overall nv get a..
so i juz 4get abt it lar..
i gonna choose to go e3..but confirm i go e4..
coz ALOT of ppl wanna go e3...
nvm lar..e3 or e4 oso same..
so now i getting opinion frm ppl which is better..
elective geo or elective histry for d combined humans..
usually asking d upper sec coz they more experienced wad..
alamak..
evry1 got different viewz seyy..
most pl say histry got alot to memorise but easier..wad onie..den they
say geo more interesting but harder..although its common sense..
and histry is very boring..if u pay attentionn u can score.but becoz it is
boring very hard to pay attention..
wad d..
haha..how to make up my mind..i prefer geo..but my histry is better..
so i asked zahirah she say go by interest..i ask sum other ppl they say go by marks..
alamak..
haha..stress stress stress..
c lar.
last tym stress abt exam,den results..now..subjek..den wads next?stress abt holidays???????
ugh..okok..
dats ol i gotta say now..til next time...adios..

[[ life and death ]]

2005-10-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

juzt read lor.very meaningful..]]

"Shadow"

staring at my shadow i see the world around me never felt
as if my existence reflects these walls so proudly intentions
of the past defined so quickly it's hard to change myself
never mind all of the people around me i try to push it to the side
never put the blame on anybody's head but mine i'm still searching
for my pride i'll keep searching but there's so many places
for it to hide i try i've tried so hard to change for you

************************************

"My Solution"

well i feel there's something wrong with my life
but that's the way it should be i really hate it when i lie to you
but what does the truth mean to me well what went wrong
your back is turned again is this the beginning or the end
is this all wrong you are more than a friend such a position
that i'm in well you know i'm trying so hard to live my life without you
and i tried so hard i got you now inside my heart it kills fueled by your love
in the end i'll call your name i'm letting go it's time for you to know
that all this time i've been so wrong i'm letting go the time's more fast
than slow and everything is there for you well you know
when i go away from you i lose control
my body is feeling cold like a winter day then i close my eyes a picture
so clear then i close my eyes

************************************

"Broken Sound"

i wake up
something more than what i'm supposed to be
something more than i have meant to show.
how was i supposed to know
that i've wanted, and i've waited.

and i can be the one
to show you that life's not simple enough.
and i can be the one
to tell you i've held this back for too long.

and my heart aches...
these feelings i've held inside for you.
and my heart aches...
how can I stop the pain?

************************************

"Sincerely Me"

Dear your name here....
It's been a long time, very long time
Since I've heard your voice
And I bet she never thought I was
So sorry so?
I've had a hard time, very hard time
Seeing less of you
I never thought you knew
So can you see you're seeing less of me darling
And you're blind to the fact that my
Heart stopped beating
And I'm as good as dead
Dear I forgot your name again...
Just picking up where I left off
(Oh yeah) This is the part where you leave me
So sorry so?
I've had a hard time, very hard time
Seeing less of you
I never thought you knew
So can you see
You're seeing less of me darling
And you're blind to the fact that my
Heart stopped beating
And I'm as good as dead
This is all I have to say

[[ life and death ]]

2005-10-11T11:49:00.000+08:00

yes!!
finall exam is over...i've been waiting for this
day to arrive frm d begining of this yr..
lol..er..maybe not..if i noe i study soo hard..
my maths sure 100% i failed seyy..
ugh...its one of the worst maths paper i ever taken..
the HARDEST of ol..
alot qn leave blank siak..
haiz..
been a 'stressful' week..need to study and fasting at d same time..
haiyoo..
now exam over..actually more stress..
RESULTSS!!
i dun even wana noe my results..
haizz..
juz have to hope for the best..
ohh ya..
Happy Birthday to my father..!

mcfly

2005-10-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

MCFLY SONGS ARE SO NICE!!
i mean DUH~..but coz juz now i listen d whole CD wonderland frm d internet..
so nice.one very nice song is 'i wanna hold you'..so nice..
hahaa..you noe y i'm riting diz crap?
coz i'm damn bored..YUS go his kuzzen house..fathiah not onlyn..[[dunno when she going]]
den suhaimi not going onlyn until after 'o' lvl..lucky got khairi to chat wif..lol..hmm.
y exam gonna finis??happy lar..but..nvm..hahaha.
anyway juz enjoy d lyrics.
....

Tell me that you want me baby,
Tell me that its true,
Say the magic words and I'd destroy the world for you.

An army for the broken hearted,
Marching through the streets,
And every city's burning to the ground under your feet.

Chorus
I wanna hold you,
My skys are turning black,
Feels like a heart attack.
And I'd do anything you ask,
I wanna hold you bad.

I'd melt the polar icecaps baby,
Watch them flood the earth,
And I'd do anything to show you what you love is worth.

So wont you show me your devotion,
Heal my aching heart,
Its like a neutron bomb explosion,
Tearing me apart!

Chorus

Attention please
We interrupt this program
With some disturbing news
Worldwide evacuation
Were going to lose
They've pulverised the nation
I guess it shows you just what love can do

Chorus
Bad Bad
I'd do anything you ask
I wanna hold you bad

[[ life and death ]]

2005-10-04T14:14:00.000+08:00

hahha..how my new ppic?okie?hahha..beginer wad..anyway most madeline do..
hahhaha..jk
i do at madeline house..
fun seyy play2 the pphotoshop..hahha
but it made my com stuck dat tym..=(..anyway...
dats ol..bb

[[ life and death ]]

2005-10-03T12:52:00.000+08:00

woah..i thought time only flies when one's having fun?..
i dont recall having fun but why the time go so fast..?
Now ready end of year examination..pls tell me diz is all a dream,
or a nightmare,rather..pathetic sey..i'm not even prepared to face the future!!!

lol..sowie..i'm abit crazy today..
okok...maybe i'm crazy everyday..but today abit more lar..
haha..i tink stress from the stupid histry exam juz now..
so damn hard seyy..aiyoo aiyoo
2ml maths and geo paper..more die..soo don be surprised if u don c me on wed..lol..
WED!fasting..more stress seyy..
haha...
okok..
yus onlyn..gtg..haha..bb

..

2005-09-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

2dae alot happen but lazy to rite uh..

anyway..i know laz tym pic better..gc..now david...
but i juz do coz nth to do..bbye

2005-09-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

[[ life and death ]]

2005-09-14T14:02:00.000+08:00

hhhm..abt today..i dunno wad to say..whole day i lyk noo mood to have fun ar..
duno y...tink so.

hmm...
anyway now i'm at com lab..
den juz now i c mcfly website..den ar...HEE!!!
mcfly ablum is no. 1 u noe...
hehhee..okok..buh bye

[[ life and death ]]

2005-09-12T14:31:00.000+08:00

hmm..
2dae ar..dunno wanna be happy today or sad..
SAD bcoz my mom confiscate my fon!!*sob
*sob*sob*sob*
happy bcoz...erm..
aiya...nth to be happy about..lol.
but dunno y today oways laugh..
now i'm in the com lab..
hahhaha...
c lar...not funny oso i laugh..
hmmm...well...wad else to say?
hmm..today very boring day lar..
really ar..dunno y..i tink its bcoz i DON HAVE A FON!!!
*SOB*
okok..relax.

hahha..nth to do.
hahha..anyway wanna c vani foto?
lol

sexy uh..
hahha...kk..dats ol for now lar.

hehehe...

2005-09-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

How do I get thru one night without you,
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be.

Oh and I,
I need you in my arms
Need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul.
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything good in my life.

Without you there'd be no sun in my sky.
There would be no love in my life.
There'd be no world left for me
And I, baby I don't know what I would do.
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything real in my life
And tell me now......

How do I live without you?
I want to know.
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live?

If you ever leave.
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, 'cause you know that you're
Everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you?
I want to know
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go.
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live
How do I live without you, baby?

2005-08-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

hmm...
HAPPY TCHERS DAY..
lol..
lame ar..
okie today is tchers day..
d blss concert okie lar..
after skul den i go jwps.
meet alot of fwenz there..
cool seyy..
ol my old fwen oso ask for my num.
lol..
den wok wok c mrs chan
den we chat2 wif her..
help her do sum work..
den she treat us eat mcdonalds..
cool seyy..
she so kind..
she buy so much sumore.
haha..
aiya..
lazy ar..
kk..byye

david

2005-08-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

heyy
juz wanted to say..

HAPPY BIRTH DAY DAVID!!!!

now hes 25 yrs old..tink so ar..
haha..
so happy for him..
lol..
hahhaa
..
DAVID DAVID DAVID DAVID

DAVID DESROSIERS ROCKS!
U D BEST!
hahah..
lame..

cutte

2005-08-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

Heyy evry1...wanna c a very cute pic?

cute cute cute cute cute

Nico-Andre
Style rite d name...my nephew.

ok ok ok

lets take a look at more cute guys pix okie?

15 most cute guys ok?

no. 15

[[cone]] diz cutie from sum 41....hahaha...no. 15..
not bad..at least top 15...hehe

no. 14

[[charlie]] from fightstar,busted.maybe if he
didnt leave d band i might have
gave him a higher position.

no. 13

[[deryck]] a.k.a. bizzy d..lead singer of sum 41..

no. 12

[[shah rukh khan]]of coz la he cute..

no. 11

[[saif ali khan]]hehe..cute rite...lol..

no. 10

[[harry]]drummer of mcfly..

no. 9

[[tom]]singer of mcfly..he very cute
leyy..wif his dimple..lol

no. 8

[[matt]]busted...he so cute..
so adorable..so hansum..so cool..
i onie got one pic of him..haiyo.

no. 7

[[hayden]]hayden christiansen..cute..life as a house..

no. 6

[[pierre]]lead singer of simple plan..!!

no. 5

[[benji]]benji madden..good charlotte.so cuttee..

no. 4

[[dougie]]dougie is sooo sooo soo cute...joel too
how to choose btw dem?
[[joel]]another madden twin..d cuter one..i tink?haa...

no. 3

[[david]]simple plan..love hhis lips..hm..no.3?
dunno lar..i cant decide no.2 and 3...

no. 2

[[james]]busted...cutie..haha..of coz he cute..

no. 1

[[danny]]mcfly...waah..so many pix ar?haha...its so
'unexpected for me to rate him first rite..haha
might be becoz he has amaziing eyes u can drown in,
so wonderful lips u juz feel lyk getting ur
lips on(haha), strong arms u juz wan him to hold u in..
maybe..haha..and maybe its becoz his
hairstyle is sooo nice dat u wish evry boi got dat kinda hairstyle.
.ehhe..orr maybe..its becoz of his talented voice.no no no EVRYTHING
YEAH!

kk..bb

.

2005-08-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

hmm..okiee..today ar..aiya...don need to abt skul..so boring..after skul actually vani, faezah and me plan to go out to buy pwezen for faezah's boi.den suddenly vani cannot go coz she got councillor meeting..haiyoo..lyyddat oso wanna go..alamak..den so i go wif faezah lor..wad to do.?so at first we go to westmall..walk2..denn got nth seyy..den dunno wad brand of wallet to buy..den get advice frm sum fwenz..den in d end we go causeway point..walk walk ard...d place so big siak..we didnt even rmmber where d shops and d exit located..=S...den we oso dunno where d escalator..so in d end we decided to juz ask directly to d bdae boi wad brand he lyk..he say converse so faezah buy converse wallet for him lor..after dat we take neoprint..hahaha.after dat go home..so late ready seyy..but we still go giant..and 7-11..den go put d pwezen at faezah's boi door..hahha..lame eh.?nvm..kk..dats ol k buhbye..

haizz..

2005-08-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

was kinda in a bad mood today..
dunno y..
but i still try not to show it too much..
OK...haiyoo!!!
y can ppl be sooo sensitive???
walauu...SUCH A SMALL SMALL SMALL MATTER!!
alamak..
if i get angry by these type of things evrytym,
i tink by now i could be angry at evry1 i noe ok.
fed up u noe..!!haiz..
ok..i'm not gonna get too emo ar..

well..today histry test..ok2..
nv get back maths paper yet..aiya,,,one day oso not
enuff for tcher to mark.haiyoooo....hahaha..
nvm..hope 2ml i get...
i wanna noe how much i get..heh..

juz now mrs wong and mrs...erm.......
forgot her name..
come to my class and talk..
talk about the new gerl in my class lor..
coz alot of ppl complain..
haiz...duno wad too say ar..
waste my time onie.....
c lar..coz of dat i miss some minutes for art!lol
d whole time i juz sit down..listen2 wad ppll say..
no mood to say anything..
No point critisizing others when u urself are not perfect..
but ii dont blame d ppl hu say abt her..
i oso agree wif them..
hahaha..
nonsense rite,..hahaha...
ok..
i'm becoming too lame ready.better goo now...
chiaozz..

[[knowing endless consequences, i feel so useless in this]]

mathz exam

2005-08-24T15:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm..okok...

today...is wednesday..

wad a boring day...

haiya...evryday iis a boring day..

ok..juz now got maths exam...

hmm..wad do i say abt it..

itss...

haiyoo..

dunno lar...no commenz...

okok lar...d graph i draw not smooth...

hehh..

den lyk not enuff tym to check..

oopz...correction..no tym to check at all!!!

haiz...

sure alot of caareless mistakes...

haizz..........

noww wadd...?

guess nth more to say...

xcept dats it very cold...

haha..

evvryytym oosoo cold..

hahhaaa..kkk

[[ life and death ]]

2005-08-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

ermmmmmmm...........

eerrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................

okkk..i'm freezing rite now?
kind of nonsense to start my post this way...
but i really dunno how else...........
i got so much to say but........
i don waanna rite it heree.........

ok...abt skul..its...erm..ok aaar..........

ol d lesson so coldddd........
den now in the com lab sumore...........
more colllllllddddddddd...........
ok..my hands are so numb nowww.........

ccannnoot type properly.........

anywayy..all i wanna say iiis..
cherish evry moment of ur lifffe..
dont waste it..
don critisize or insult others..
respect evryone and evrything ard u...
don take life for granted..
speak evrything frm ur heart..
b4 its too late...

[[ life and death ]]

2005-08-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

hahha..nice pic anot?i edit myself..
haha...use dunno wad ting to do ar...
hahhahaa..maybe i edit it not nice but u gotta
admit dat d guy in the pic is so hansum...hahha..
OBVIOUSLY!!

anyway..
juz now got dat stupid malay oral...
i sure fail siak..alamak....
haiz..
i nv ans ANY qn..
first d reading...alamak..
got the no. 40,000...
den ar..
i c behind got 3 '0's...
den dunno y i tiink its hundred..
alamak..
den in the exam i say forty hundred..in malay lar..
walauu...where got such ting siak..
den when i say dat..i'm like...ARGH!!WTF..
but i nv say out ar..
den i juz continue..
den d qnn...
aalamak...
first cikgu yani ask wad are examples of ting on National Day!!!!!
walauu...so unlucky..den i try to tink..
wad d hell is parade called in malay...
den i juz say erm...
den i say in english PARADE..
den d tcher juz look at me..
den she say..ok..wad ting u like on national day..
den i again no idea..
i was tinking...
NTH IS FUN ABT NATIONAL DAY...
den she juz go to next qn..
she say do u feel proud to be a
singaporean when u watch d parade..
den i gif very stupid ans siak..
i say erm..i'm nnot singaporean..
den she say..ohh ok...
den d last qn i don even noe wad d hell she say..she say so soft..and so fast...and sumore its raining and i'm beside d window..
den i still can say HUH???
den she reapeat dden still don understand..
den she say nvm...u can go now..
den i say REALLY?
she say yalar..
den i go out...nv say thank you sumore..
WALAU!!!i'm tinking WTF!!!
hope not counted in mid yr siak..
I 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% SURE FAIL..
sob*..
kk..dats ol for now..

[[ life and death ]]

2005-08-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

waah...10 days ready nv update ar?must update...haha
actually i got update ar..
den d window..
i oways accidentally close..
wth..
.haha..
nvm..hope today it wont close ar..
haha..
okie...not funny..
well anyway...hmm..
about today?
ok..its tuesday..[[duh]]
today get class foto ar...heh..
my face lyk wad onie..
walauu!!no commenz..
but sum ppl lyk afiq,nas and rahman especially so CUTE!!
nad,julie,saida,jes,liyana,faezah,vani ol so pretty...=D
haha..sum ppl lyk iz'aan and sin hou and more hansum lor..
haha..

den i c 3na2 class foto ready..
frm lisa..
onie informal lar..
sum ppl so cute..hahah...=D
haha..
zahirah 2ml maybe bring..hope she bring..
i wanna c formal..hha..

den i oso c...3na3...frm feena..
formal and informal..
bof she very pretty seyy..
of coz ar..
haha..

den i oso c 4e6 frm ibrahim...nice lar d foto..
d informal onie ar i c..
they ol got very good poses...
hehe...lolx

den i wanna c 2na3 pic..
but i ask idros and khairul they nv bring...
they get ystrdae ready ar..
hahha...so not fair!!
but faezah ask one of her fwen to bring...
and i ask salihin to bring..hope at least one of them bring lar...

i wanna c more class fotos...haha..

ok...den after skul go jp...wif faezah first ar..
she wanna buy discman...
she buy for abt...16++ or sumthin lyddat i tink..
haha..dunno lar..
and she oso buy sum pens and pwezen for her sis's bdae..
den we eat at mccdonalds..
after dat vani kol me..ask us to meet her..
she finish her dental appointment..
den we wok ard..
vani need to go toys'r'us to buy sumthin for her kuzzen..
a toy cashier..
sumthin lyddat ar..
haha..
den we ol disturb2 her at the cashier..
say nice pwezen she buy for HERSELF..
haha..
den we ol laugh lyk mad ppl...
go courts...den saw got d same discman dat faezah buy..same price..
BUT!!got speaker box...
lolxx...
too bad ar..
haha...
den ar..
haiyoo...
we go look at ear piece..
orr wadever dats called..
den ar..looking at d stuffz..suddenly i felt got sum1 stand behind faezah and vani...
but i don bother to llook at first lar...
off cozz ar..hu bother to look at strangers...
hhahaha..dedn suddenly i felt lyk~~...y he stand there so long..
den i turn to look...and its MR CHEWW...
aiyooo...and i lyk dunno wad to do..
den faezah and vani keep comparing d prices of ol the stuff..
and sumore vani holding her hp in her hands..
and i'm lykk..
alamak...wad to do..
den he juz smyle..i oso smyle lar...wad to do..
den i quick2 fold in my shirt...
coz it was tucked out..
haiyoo..
den i tab vani...den she turn ard..oso c him..
den faezah keep on toking...we shuddup..
den she look at us...we look at mr chew...
den she oso shuddup..
ahahha..lyk nonsense seyy..
lucky he nv scold...
he say 'so study hard for examz ready'..
den we ol say YAH!..haha
lyk real onie arr..
haha..
and sum other qnz ar...
lucky nv scold..
after dat go home lor...
kk...dats ol for today i guess.. so long liao...
BYE!

2005-08-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

[[in a perfect world...this could never happen..in a perfect world...you'd still be here..hehe]]

hhmm..ok...today..at first attend a wedding...dunno hus wedding lar...quite boring..haha..onie d dk barat nice..lolx..
den meet fathiah at pm...for fun ar...den sit under blk..chat2...
after dat meet nad at her house den she gimme class tee...haiya..its...okok ar...

hahhaa..okok..now lets tok abt DAVID DESOSRIERS !haha..duno y...juz now browsing through his pix...den soo cute..

[[sick of this life.i just wanna scream..how could this happen to me..(one of my fave song)]]

[[he really really vvery cute leyy!!]]

[[<3]]>

[[yeash!!reall man wear pink..its cute when they wear pink...!!]]

[[i'm addicted to you...]]

[[perfect!!]]

[[his specs cool mann!!]]

[[hes juz so cool!]]

[[nize specss!]]

[[i'm sowie i cant be as perfect as david!!]]

[[i'm trying..to forget that i'm addicted to you..but i want it n i need it i'm addicted to u...]]

[[hahaha...wads diz one abt?no idea..haha...]]

[[david desosriers....d name STYLE!!]]

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hhehehe..now dat u have seen his pix...u noe y i find him cute..but no matter wad...!my heart will oways onie beat for danny jones!!hehehe...

so CuTTE!!!

[[ thE usEd ]]

2005-08-04T13:45:00.000+08:00

this skul com dunno y 2dae got sumthin rong...and i'm freezing to death..well..gd bye./.

money again!

2005-08-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

MXPX LYRICS

"Money Tree"

4 more years ain't right for me,

i don't think so won't let them teach me how to be a money tree

that's what you are that's all you'll ever be a money tree

they've got you planted in the ground,

you don't know it they make you put your money down

& they take it never want to be your money tree

ANTIDOTE LYRICS

"Money"

Money is made to spend

How come I don't own a single cent

Money is my most hated friend

All I pay is the f*cking rent

Stupid bills is all they send

Better make sure you have rich friends

hahaha...lame eh...well bcoz ar..diz month ar..

i must pay alot things siak...

got d class tshirt...stupid ar...$$16..

haiya..nvm..memories ar...

but i use my own money seyy to pay...

den must pay d stupid newpaper $$12 coz i no edusave...

idiot siak...

not lyk as if i ordered d newspaper

don even bother to read siak...

wasted onie..stupidd!!!

use my oown money oso...haiz..

.den now dunno wad ting ar..d malay dance..

must pay $5...got bbq pit.

.i dun tink need to ask my mom.

.she sure ask to use my own money.

.!haiz..okie lar..nvm..

[[ thE usEd ]]

2005-08-03T13:29:00.000+08:00

ok..well..im now in skul...com lab ar..nth to do so i go wif faezah lar...i'm feeling dam ncold..i'm freezing...my fingernails blue ready siak...even when just now outsyd com lab...coz raining..but nvm ar...haha...how i wish i bring jacket..ahhaha..okok...enuff reports about the weather..
hhmmm..welll..but if not abt d weather i dunno wad to say seyyy...hahhaa...ok...today ..no cca...as usual lar...haha.den ol my fwenz have cca so i oso nth to do after skul ar...hahhaa...

well..juz now in the morning got a pathetic announcement u noe...d tcher say for the national day if wear printed class tshirts not counted..not fair seyy...haiyoo....we ol do d class tshirts for nth seyy...haha..haha,..but my tcher say dun care aabt class points..but i care seyy...aiyoo...hmm..wad else to say?

ohh ya...juz now literature very funny seyy....sum of d boiz in my class need to act out the story red sky in the morning..hahaha...my class,as u noe, is so lame..so its very fun..hahahha...

well..actually,,i dunno wad else to say...really...so i tink i stop here for now ar..hahha..buh bye..!

Mcfly

2005-07-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hie...hmm..ok...today lets tok abt MCFLY!!!...
my dear mcfly...u noe..wif my dear DANNY in it..

Cutie...
hahha...ok..well..
they are having a new album soon...ssoon ar?i hope so..hahhaa
the songs include u've got a friend, all about you and i'll be ok...

I'll Be OK
When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
Cos' for so long now
You've forgotten how to smile.
And overhead the skies are clear
But it still seems to rain on you,
And your only friend all have
Better things to do.

[CHORUS:]
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK

Now things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lovers gone
There's no-one to share the day
Your sleeping with the TV on
And your lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world
Could never help me to forget

[CHORUS:]
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK

You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone
Just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Won't you tell yourself

[CHORUS:]
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
I, I'll be OK
I, I'll be OK

hahaha...d video is soo damn cute man..

2005-07-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

visit www.freewebs.com/myrawks...

thE usEd [[welcome]]

2005-07-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

MXPX LYRICS

"Sorry So Sorry"

I should have stayed in bed today
I couldn't think of a positive thing to say
My friends all hate me now
I was selfish and realize now
I have it a little time
I thought about it a while
ask to forgive and forget
Crack a joke and a smile
It's hard to say you're sorry
when you know that you were wrong
The weight of hurting words
We often carry on
The annoying things I don't mind so much anymore
I've learned to tolerate the annoying four
I won't let the sun go down
when I've made a mistake
I'd make right what I've wronged
and give more that I take

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"Teenage Politics"

no i'm not mad but i think they forget
what it's like and how hard it is to be a teenager
this is a new day and age, we read a different book
where elvis ain't the rage and polyester ain't the look
and will we change at all when we get old?
or will we be the same? never do what were told
well that depends on you, are you doing the right thing?
it's not about control, it's about you and me and understanding
teenage politics it's too confusing
politics shmolitics it's too confusing
is it time again to disagree
about anything, everything and what's on tv
it's a vicious circle, never ending
a linear equation worldy extending
no ill never be like you ill never ever be like you
oh no! i'm just like you!

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"Misunderstanding"

been told once, been told twice
he just won't listen to advice
it's in God's book but he don't wanna look
his friends say it's so uncool
you're better off without those rules
your life's your own, you live it alone
he can't ignore his misunderstanding leaves him sore
he can't explain why his life is full of so much pain
he parents pushed it on him
he wasn't ever really interested
now he's old enough to make up his own mind
he was only going thru the motion
now he's drawing in the ocean
of these hateful times & he believes he's right

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Good Friends Are Hard To Find Lyrics
I can't live without you
But I can't live with you either
The van's just way too small is all
We've got cabin fever

Just try and understand the life gone wrong
Just try and understand if this takes long

Communication breaking up
I'm having trouble hearing
Maybe we should wait a couple miles
Our heads could use some clearing

Just try and understand the life gone wrong
Just try and understand if this takes long

We've gone through this before
And I don't want to feel this way no more
No glory all the time
But really things are gonna turn out fine
Don't make me change my mind they'll turn out fine

It's so hard to apologize but I am truly sorry
When I'm going to realize
We built up this story
It's going to hurt but this is fact
That's no where in sub-contract

We've gone through this before
And I don't want to feel this way no more
No glory all the time
But really things are gonna turn out fine
Don't make me change my mind they'll turn out fine

All the goods times that we've had
Sure to think of all the bad

We've gone through this before
And I don't want to feel this way no more
No glory all the time
But really things are gonna turn out fine
Don't make me change my mind they'll turn out fine

Gonna lose my mind

thE usEd [[welcome]]

2005-07-26T13:27:00.000+08:00

hmm......okie...for the past few days nv update ar...been kinda busy.got exam and cultural nite all that stuff...well now not so bz..hmm...okie...juz now get back my science and malay marks...haiz...so bad u noe my science...drop alot siak..i onie got 65%!!haiz...nvm...still got add marks frm the project...hope get gd marks ar...hahhaa...
den my malay ar...not bad ar..haha...72.5%...first time got a2 in secondary skul..if not oways less..hahaha..
hmm..now in the com lab..waiting for self study...lazy seyy wanna go self study but noo choice ar..actually should be the upper sec hu need the self study not we oll rite??haha..well...wad can i do..i'm nott the principal..hmmm...really very boring..nth to do...today so cold seyy...raining sumore..den juz now in the morning i got running nose...aiyo...now okie lar...but still cold...

hahahhaha..okie...this has been a very lame post...it doesnt make sense and is not worth reading...if u read ready...den nvm lor...buuuuuuh bye!!

thE usEd [[welcome]]

2005-07-20T13:29:00.000+08:00

hmm...wad a boring day today...hm...skkul finish so early...but l8er at 4.30 must go back to skul..got combined rehearsal for the cultural night...haiz...so lazy sey...i dun even feel lyk performing..but lk wad can i do rite...?anywy...l8er maybe den i rite back lar...buh bye...

thE usEd [[welcome]]

2005-07-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

hmm...okie..today...tuesday ar...got lit n sci exam...and english ar...sci is quite okie lar..den lit...quite hard...not hard lar...i noe how to ans d qns..but lyk noo idea wad to rite..haha..so my ans ol short2..den enlgish rite compo..mine lame seyy..5 fwens...suddenly see simple plan..den run after them..den reach stadium..den they got concert..den tix sold out..den suddenly one man give us ticket coz he need to go sumwer important..hahaha...
lame rite...hahhahha
okie lar...dats ol ar..